"Monophobia:
Noun
An exaggerated or irrational fear of being alone. Sufferers may also fear being away from a particular place or person who makes them feel safe. An underlying anxiety disorder is generally involved."
It doesn't sound THAT bad does it? I only wish you were right but you are so very very wrong.
I never wanted to let you go. I tried to hold on, I really did. I remember getting distant and you got suspicious... But it was only because I thought it would hurt less... It didn't. You'd ask me what was wrong and I'd say nothing. I pushed you away. I pushed you so god damn far away. So far that you fell off that cliff that had finally had enough. I cried for days... Weeks... Nights blurring into nights. Days spent lying in bed staring at the ceiling because I didn't think there was anything better to do. How could there be anything better to do? I didn't have you... You were mine and only mine and you were everything.... And then you weren't.... And I fell apart. My world was in pieces. I tried to explain... I tried to explain, why it wouldn't work... Why I couldn't do it... Why I wasn't strong enough... But you thought it was childish... "That shouldn't matter" you said.. But it does matter, I just have a soul crushing, heart shattering phobia that you simply... Never understood...
YOU ARE READING
Fridays I'm Frank (Poems)
PoetryThis is gonna be a book of poems that I've written myself about certain aspects of my life. If you love poetry (especially slam poetry) and wanna know more about me as a person and a writer then this should be a great read for you. I hope you guys e...
