Fridays I'm Frank (Poems)

•Memories and Stomach Aches•

Thinking about you makes my stomach hurt. I don't even know how long it's been but it feels like forever. I can still hear your voice in my head and the way it always echoed in my thoughts. And Whenever the song you wrote for me shows up in my playlist I skip it because I can't bear listening to it but I don't ever delete it because I couldn't bear that either. You always said you'd never leave....You always said you'd support me no matter what. You always said I love you and You promised time and time again. But I guess we got lost in translation... or maybe you just forgot. All those memories... All those promises... Shoved out the window when you told me you never wanted to see me again... Never hear from me again... How could you? I know we've had rough times... And I know we fight a lot... But I always come back... You always came back... You were my best friend and I LOVED you. I fought for you. I protected you. And it was like you never even realized it. I was ALWAYS there for you and you just... Left.. How was it so easy for you? To see me broken on my hands and knees begging hopelessly for you... How was it so easy for you to just walk away? I'll never understand it to this day. It feels like I died and now I just watch helplessly as you go on with your life without me. It feels like you don't even remember me anymore. I don't think you realize that I'm still HURT. That I still MISS you.... So now? I want you to feel it in your bones the day I don't wake up.
And when you feel broken, and empty, and untethered to the world, Just like I did, I want you to remember the last thing I said to you. With heartbroken tears in my eyes I said, "Please? I need you." And I want you to remember the sting in your voice when you simply responded, "Goodbye." I want you to remember that YOU were the one who left.