roommates // michael clifford {on hold}

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i woke up the next day with about 7 million forms around me. signing up for university is harder than i thought to be honest i didn't even want to go to university but my dad said i should and i couldn't be bothered arguing with him. I've been saving for 2 years from the money i get from my job and the money my mum sends me usually i would send it back to her because i didn't want anything to do with her but my dad said it might be a good idea to save the money for university so i have.

i went on my twitter like i do every morning and forgot i got noticed by THE MICHAEL CLIFFORD! because the thing is when you get noticed by someone who is special like a parent or a boyfriend it makes you feel warm and fuzzy inside but this is different i have been part of the 5sos fam for 2 and a half years so quite a while and now I've finally been noticed by a member let me say my favourite member MICHAEL CLIFFORD. I'm never ever ever ever deleting that tweet because its my favourite thing ever and i no every time i look at that tweet i will get the fuzzy feeling all over my body and it will make me smile. :))

i realised i didn't reply back and its probably way to late to but yup i go ahead anyway.

@addisonclifford : @michael5sos well you have just said that you are going to get a wig on the internet so I'm pretty sure everyone knows now ;)

i wasn't expecting a reply but it would be nice if i got one. today was the day i had to finish the forms for my university and start packing for university. i was going to a university in australia because i wanted a break from my dad and the stress of everything. me and dylan agreed to meet every month though if we can because he was going to a university in north dakota (where we live). i just liked the sound of being able to live in australia in the sun and the universities are meant to be very good. there is another reason why i want to go there is because thats where my mum lives i haven't seen her in 10 years and I'm 17 now. she just left just like that. i don't know if i want to see her but we will just have to see?!

my phone was being spammed with twitter notifications, i wonder why this time. no way, he fucking replied again. thats it I'm dead I've officially had a heart attack and just died. wait I'm not dead i wanna see what he said.

@michael5sos : @addisonclifford thats our secret *wink wink* anyway someones had an extra portion of sassiness this morning :(

omg he kills me with his cuteness but should i reply, what would i reply! i need to get off twitter because these forms need to be in today. 

shit

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I've finally finished doing these forms now all i got to do is go and put them in the mailbox and i feel like having chipotle again but i think my dads girlfriend is cooking tea. 

fuck me

i hate my dads girlfriend not because your typical things you hear in stories like she's evil and mean its just she's not my mum so its just not right my dad doesn't like how i act towards her but i shouldn't have to act like anything towards her. what really annoys me is that my dad spends more time with that bitch than he does with his own daughter. I'm also planning to move out into a cute apartment with dylan when we've finished university because i don't want to live with my dad anymore.

i thought i should visit dylan seen as though we have both been busy with university applications and shit like that. so i grab my keys off the side but before i open the door i hear Janet my dads girlfriend shout me for my tea.

"im not hungry I'm just about to go to dylans"

"no you need to come eat your dinner now"

"IM NOT HUNGRY!"

"i don't see what your problem is towards me addison just come and eat tea with me and your dad"

"no fuck off just get the fuck out my life i don't know you your not my mum I'm going out"

"ADDISON WHY ARE YOU TALKING TO JANET LIKE THAT!"

"BECAUSE I CAN DO WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT"

"THATS IT GO BUT DONT BOTHER COMING BACK" 

he grabbed my arm just before i left so i turned around he slapped me full on slapped me. i burst into tears my dad had never done anything like this before. i ran to my car and drove to dylans. i looked in my mirror once i was at his, i looked a mess my hair was in a bun mascara down my face and a great big red mark on my face. i ran up to his front door and knocked and rung the door bell. i just needed him to answer.

"come on dylan, hurry up!' i muttered under my breath.

the door opened but it wasn't who i was expecting.

WELL SHIT WENT DOWN

who is it gunna be answering the door?!

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