Derpee - The Club

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Warning: Cutting, Self loathing, attempted suicide.

~Derp's POV~

I was walking through the halls with Ian, his hand in mine, others stared disgusted but we ignored them. I followed Ian to his locker, or our locker since we share it.

"Hey Derp, I was thinking maybe we should join a club, so we have something to do after school." Ian says, putting his books away.

"I can think of a few things we could do after school." I grin.

Ian slowly hides his blushing face in the locker, "I'm going to join a club, you should too." He says, face still shoved into the locker.

"Can't I just join yours?" I ask.

"Uh, about that...there was only one spot open, I'm sorry Derp. I'm sure you'll find a club to join." He shuts the locker door and pats my head.

"Oh, okay." I say kind of sadly, I look away.

"Hey, I can help you look if you want?" He tries to cheer me up, it works.

"Thanks Ian." I smile at him.

"Anything for you Derp." He kisses my cheek before we walk off to class.

~Time skip till after school~

Of course they all turn me down...why would anyone want me...I miss Ian, now I have to walk home all alone because he's at his stupid video game club.

I kick a small pebble forward like a ball as I walk home, ignoring the sounds of footsteps slowly coming towards me.

"H-Hey! Stop!" I stop walking instantly and turn around to see a small group, I look at the small boy that yelled at me.

"Y-You're Derp Ssundee right?" He stutters.

I nod without saying a word.

The boy looks at his friends before looking back at me, "We have a club...a-and we heard you were looking for one....d-d you want to...Um...join?" He looks at the ground as he speaks.

"Wait, really!?" I walk towards them.

"Yeah, come on!" One of the other boys grabs my hand and starts pulling me, the others following.

"Where are we?" I ask, they all look at me...one locking the door.

"Alright, it looks like we have a new member to the club, so let's explain the rules. Whatever is said or done in this club doesn't leave this room, got it!?" I'm guessing the leader of the club explains. I nod quickly.

"What's the name of this 'club' exactly?" I question him.

"It doesn't really have a name, because if it did the school wouldn't allow it." She says, I stare at her still confused.

"Just...listen, are you happy? I mean, we know you get a lot of attention from bullies." The boy that asked me to join asks, wrapping an arm around me.

"Uh..." I try to think of what to say, not really feeling comfortable with saying anything.

"Derp, you can trust us, that's the main point of this club, everyone here isn't happy with their life and you can talk to us...you can call it the Happy Club." He smiles at me.

"No, I'm not happy, every glare or comment bothers me...I don't know how it doesn't bother Ian." I explain.

"See, isn't that better?" He backs away.

"I guess?" I say unsure.

"Don't worry, it's called a happy club for a reason." He says before going over to his backpack and pulling something out, "Here, I have extra at home, you can have this one." He hands me a razor.

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