Chapter 4 John's cuts

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   Hi again I'm sorry I haven't updated very much I've been distracted lately. Anyways back to the story.

                  ~John's p.o.v~

I listen carefully to his raping and his so called "sick beats." I smile at him and stare at his hands. I have the sudden urge to hold them.. Wait what!? No.. I can't be a homosexual.. I'm NOT a homosexual.. It's not possible.. Yes Dave has been very nice to me. The nicest anyone has ever been.. But I can't possibly like him more then a best bro..
Can I?
I slowly take off my jacket and continue listening. Dave suddenly stops and looks at my arms. "Huh? What?" I ask confused. He stays silent. "What's wrong Dave?" He slowly points to my left arm and asked shakily "you cut...?" I look at my arm my self and gasp. "Shit I forgot about that.." I say trying to hide my arm which was covered with cut marks. "S-sorry.." I say softly.

                  ~Dave's p.o.v~

His arm was covered with them.. He fucking cuts..?? Why!? Why would someone so cool.. Possibly cut? Yes I think he's cool. Cooler then me even. Because in the past few hours I have grown a love for him. John hides them and silently apologizes. For what? I don't know... "Don't be.. It's Ok.. But why do you cut..?" I ask him softly. He sighs. "Back at my old school I was bullied a lot.. Being called nerd, or stupid, and it's hurts and so I.. Cut myself..." He slowly started to tear up. I quickly hug him and pat his head. "Your not any of those things. You are so much more then that! Those fuckers are just jealous. Because you are so fucking cool. And hearing that from me is really saying something.. John.. Please promise me you won't do it anymore.." I say suddenly filled with tears myself. He was sobbing in my shoulder. "T-thank you.. Dave.... I promise.." He says softly. "When you meet my dad.. Just please don't tell him.." He sighs wiping his tears with his arm. I chuckle nervously. "Yeah.. Of course."

CAN YOU FEEL THE GAY TONIGHT!!?? Sorry if I made you cry so have a hug.
*hugs you*
Even if you didn't..
HERES ONE ANYWAY!
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Anyways that's all for now and I will see you in the next chapter.
bah bai loves!! <3

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