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I thought I won't get hurt again, I was wrong

~Is it me or is it you?

Am I just thinking too much?

Or it is just really obvious….

You don’t understand how much I miss you,

I can make time for you, but you can’t.

I can take risk for you, but you can’t.

I’m too naïve to even fall in love with you in the first place.

It’s my fault I’ve let myself fall in love with you

Because I thought you’d be different from them.

What you're feeling is lust, what I’m feeling is love.

I’m so stupid because I’ve had my heart broken so many times now

And told myself I won’t fall in love again, but you came in my life

And I fell but you didn’t catch me.

You said you won’t make me cry that you’ll never let that happen.

So why am I crying right now?

I waited for your return but you didn’t come back.

I waited for your call but there was no response

I wanted to say sorry but you didn’t listen

And say it’s all my fault and I was wrong,

Where are you am worried sick.

You said you’ll try your best to make me happy.

But instead am doing my very best to make you satisfied

Yes am paranoid, I warned you before I said yes

You told me you don’t mind where are you now?

You said you won’t me cry, why can I feel a salty water flowing in my face.

I told myself I won’t fall in love again,

And I was wrong.

**This isn't really an Ideal poem, its in free verse**