The boy stared at his feet. As though they were the most amazing life form in the world. His one aquamarine eye lost; clouded in the burden he carried. "Ciel?" Your voice was soft; like a gentle breeze- And it managed to send shivers down his spine. "I told you not to come..." He whispered back as he glanced at you from the corner of his eyes. Lifting his head, he turned around to face you, the shadows behind him making his figure look daunting. "I-I had to..." You choked out, scared that he may have been mad at you. Your lips quivered as you played with the silver ring on your finger, the small diamonds situated in it glinting in the moonlight.
The young earl took a step closer to you as you bow your head, your (h/l)(h/c) hair falling infront of your face, clouding your view. He now stood right infront of you, slowly he reached his hand out; lifting your chin up so you looked right at him. Moving his hand a little, he combed his fingers through your hair, causing your eyes to become half lidded with his sweet touch. "It's dangerous here... I can't lose you." He said in an almost sad voice causing you to widen your eyes to stare up into his. You couldn't believe he was actually scared that you could die if you stayed with him. He always seemed so emotionless and strong but right now he looked terrified.
You placed your hand on top of his as he grazed his thumb over your peach coloured lips. "I don't care if it's dangerous... I want to stay with you!" You protested as confidently as you could manage. "No... I won't allow it... Go home. You are no use to me." His tone was harsh and cold, like a storm snow spiralling in your direction. He snatched his hand away and turned on his heel. "Leave, or die. One less person to worry about." He stated as he walked off. With those words your heart cracked, you were sure he could have heard it. "Then I'll die!" You called after him, but he didn't even falter. Although inside your words were killing him. "I love you, Ciel Phantomhive... I'll die for you." His eyes widen as he stopped short. Freezing to the spot.
You swallowed the lump in your throat, tears burning at your gorgeous (e/c) eyes. You looked down before turning around to leave. When you heard approching footsteps, you felt a tight grip on your wrist as Ciel span you around and almost immediately his lips were crashed into yours. You whimpered out in suprise, your heartbeat racing like it had just been shot at and was desperate to run away. His arms snaked around your waist, pulling you towards him as you slowly ran your hands up his chest and around his neck. The kiss held so many raw emotions, that they managed to overwhelm you. "I love you. I love you." Ciel said between each and every breath he took only to immidiately dive back into the kiss.
Your lips molded in a perfect fit with his mumbling that you loved him too. With those words the boy knew that he needed to be the one with you; in case either of you died tommorow. There was hardly a chance that you both would survive, and he wanted to make sure that you had him with you even if he left this world. He lifted you up; your legs held around his waist, he drove you into the wall but was unable to break the kiss, for your lips were like a drug to him. He felt around the wall to the left clutching the door handle as he twisted it open.
He steered himself while still holding you into the room, kicking the door shut he lied you on the bed while kissing you with passion, love and lust. His heart was pounding the whole time and he was sure you could feel it beating against his skin. But in all honesty your heartbeats were a melody to you. Molding together to form a perfect symphony.
And the night where your lust and love broke free, you were no longer scared of death. Your dream had come true; now that you had become one you felt complete. Ciel decided at that moment; he would never let you go. Nor allow you to leave him. You were his and his alone... "I love you..." he whispered.
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Ciel stared at your lifeless body, the pool of crimcon surrounding you driving him insane. He fell to his knees beside you pulling you into his arms as tears escaped his eyes. "(Y/N)," he shook you lightly, a fake smile on his lip. "W-wake up... stop fooling around..." He begged as he held your cold and limp hand in his own, his suit stained with your blood. He stroked your hair with a bloodied hand, the tears never ending. He looked at the ring on your finger, sniffling, he wiped his eyes, his cheeks stained red. "I love you... please come back to me..." he choked out through tears. A daunting laugh filled his ears as he turned and watched Alois emerged from the shadows with a bloodied sword. "It's a shame. She was a pretty little thing." The blonde cackled. The intense hatred the boy felt in his heart as he stood up grasping the sword that lie beside your dead body. His eyes burning with hunger for the death of this boy.
The sword clashed over and over, the sound causing their eardrums to ring, Alois pushed Ciel to the wall, his sword cutting the boy's neck but not to deep. "You know, she called out your name." He grinned darkly, his eyes flashing amusement. "But. You. Weren't. There." Ciel let more tears leave his eyes. He hollered in absolute anger as he kicked Alois away causing the boy to stumble, the blade of Ciel's sword puncturing right through the blonde's stomach. He retracted the blade and watch the other earl fall to his knees with a grunt of pain. Ciel glared down at him, throwing away the bloodied weapon. "You took something precious from me, now you pay the price, Trancy." He growled out before turning back to you. He walked over, his heart now cracked in so many places.
He took your hand as he crouched down, kissing your fingers one by one. His eyes fluttering closed as tears of sorrow and sadness fell from his eyes. "I love you so much..." he whimpered as he slowly slid the ring off of your finger. He remembered when you first showed up to his estate; saying this ring once belong to your mother and that if you could, you would put your heart into it. So now that you were gone, he knew it was all he had left of you. He slid it onto his own finger, opening his eyes to gaze at his broken beauty. "This isn't goodbye... It will never be goodbye..." he whispered. He pulled you into his arms and stood up holding you close to him. "Let's go home..." his voice broke as he carried you away from here. As he carried you home.
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Fanfiction[Various! Black Butler x Reader] *One Shot* You promised to protect them to the very end, allow them to live on and enjoy their lives... Even if you were no longer with them.