My "Perfect" life

Chapter 8.

I woke up to hearing something in my sleep and I turned on my lamp on my night stand and slid up my bed with my  elbows with my eyes still closed, I finally rubbed and opened them to see Jordan sitting at my Computer desk....
"What are you doing here, and how'd you get in I said in half fear and half anger."
"Tee let me in babe" he got up and walked to my bed and sat at the edge.
"I just want you to know that I'm so sorry as crocodile tears came down his face .. "I never meant to hurt you I don't know what got into me, and that hoe don't mean shit too me I promise, I know you don't believe me but i don't blame you."
       I didn't know if I wanted to believe him or not I've seen this a thousand times on movies , some movies it didn't work out after and some movies it did .
   "Jordan I don't know you hurt me mentally and physically and what you did I'll never forget , how could you force me too do that last night!" I said to him with a few tears falling down my cheek.
     at this point Jordan had his head in his hands , he knew he had fucked up and when he looked up into my eyes my heart started to pound because of how many tears were flowing down his smooth face.

"I-I forgive you Jordan" as I stuttered.. "Just please never do it again as I said shaking ..

"I won't I promise ."

5 years later....

I'm now 22 Jordan and I are married.

we live in a 5bedroom house with 3 1/2 baths with no kids ..

I was the science teacher I always wanted to be for a little while until Jordan didn't want me working anymore , he apparently wanted to take care of me.

10:00am I heard my phone vibrate it was my girl tee from college she told me she was moving back to Houston. I was excited for her I haven't seen her in like 6 months since she was always away playing basketball over seas .
She told me she wanted to meet up tomorrow night and I replied okay.

4:00pm
I see Jordan pull up he's home kinda early today I said in my head.
Jordan walks thru the door looking up set he slams his brief case down on the counter and starts loosening his tie as he walked to the Refrigerator and gets a bottle water.
"Hey Hun , how was work?"
Jordan ignores me.
"did you hear me baby?"
yeah I heard you but apparently I don't want to tell you so get the fuck out my face"
"damn don't get mad at me" I said under my breathe.
"What bitch?!"
nothing , Ima just go to our room ..

He gets up behind me and pushes me to the steps which I fell and hit my head .
"Did I tell you to go to the too room?!" he shouted at me
No as I said in pain.
"And why you asking me all these questions why my food not ready?"
I didn't know you were coming home early .
I said while still laying on the stair case holding the right side of my head which was pounding.

Jordan starts taking off his belt and begin to whip me with it.
I started to scream and pled for him to stop. "SHUT THE HELL UP!"
"I'm tired ..... of yo ass.... you ....gone ....start .....listening .... to ... me!"
he said while hitting me with his black leather belt .
I could feel the whips start to form on my legs and arms , the belt even came across my cheeks a few times.
I started to feel dizzy next thing I know I was falling unconscious ...

I woke up a few hours later to a sore body it felt like I have been ... I don't even know but I wouldn't wish this pain on my worse enemy ..

I walked into our His and Her bathroom to see red marks across my pretty chocolate arms and face I begin to cry.
"why ? why lord"
I stopped after a few seconds because it started to hurt to cry ..
I ran some warm water in the shower and gently washed my bruised body from my face on down..
I then put on some Pajamas and headed down stairs to see if Jordan was home.
And there he laid on the sofa with his feet propped up on the table watching football.
He looked at me and smiled , I faked a smile back and he called me over to sit next to him and there I sat right next to the man that just beat the shit out of me with a belt a couple of hours ago ..

The Next Day
I get a text from Jordan saying he had to work late and he'll be home really late and told me not to wait up.

I was happy he had to work late I didn't have to deal with his shit when he got home and I can hang with Tee.

7:30pm

" Hey I'm outside " tee text me
Ok here I come.
I walked outside to see Tee's All black Range Rover that baby was nice.
She was standing next to it with a huge smile on her face , "Nice to see you Kandy "as she hugged me tight .
Nice seeing you too . I said with w smile .
well get in let's grab some food I'm hungry .
we went into a nice Japanese restaurant, I ordered sushi and salad and tee ordered steak .
we talked so long we were almost at the restaurant for 3 hours .. I love talking to tee she listens and understands me and I love that about her .
As we left the restaurant we stopped for some good ole Ice cream.
"How may I help you the lady said over the counter".
"can I get 2 large ice cream cups
first one can you make that Vanilla with peacans and the second Cookies and Cream".
Omg I can't believe she remembers my favorite ice cream ! I said in my head while smiling on th outside .

"I already know what you thinking" as she said with a giggle.
And what's that?
"You can't believe I remember your favorite ice cream"
all I could do was giggle because she was so right .

10:22pm

Well I'll talk to you later Tee .
Yeah talk to you later she said with a smile and a wink .

2:37am

I'm woken up by a lot of noise coming from down stairs.
It sounds like somebody's breaking in .
I was so scared what should I do Jordan's not hear I can't fight awe man.

As I tiptoed to the stair case to see if I can see anyone through the mirror one the wall and I did !

It was Jordan.... he's drunk

I walked back to the room and covered my self up and begin to fall back asleep until I was woken up again by Jordan touching me.

Stop Jordan im trying to sleep...
"come on baby it's been like 2 weeks"
no Jordan I said .
"Oh forreal?"
yes forreal now go to sleep.

*POW*
Jordan had hit me in my face
"Don't tell me no bitch, you gone give me some" as he demanded me while pulling down my pajama shorts.

STOP JORDAN YOUR FUCKING DRUNK GET OFF ME!

He didn't listen at all he was so strong he got my shorts and panties down and shoved himself into me while giving me sloppy kisses on my neck and cheeks and then begin stroking and stroking and stroking until he reached his climax....

He got off of me and rolled to his side and 60 seconds later he was snoring ..
All I could do was turn over and silently cry.
I wanted to get that lamp and bust him across his head with it but I didn't have the guts.

3 weeks later.....

We're packing up to go to my parents for the weekend , I really didn't want to go I didn't wanna play like I was so in love and My Life was just perfect .
But we went anyways.

As soon as we walked in Mom and Dad Hugged the hell out of me but I Loved it . They Both spoke to Jordan and My mother and I stepped to the side to have girl talk while they had their man talk I guess .

"So baby when momma gone be able to have some grandkids running around here?"
I swallowed so hard.
In due time mama I said with a fake laugh.
"Uh okay" mama said.

Dinner was ready and I was ready to eat!