My "Perfect" life

Chapter 10

It Looks Like you're about 5 weeks pregnant Mrs.Smith.
    "OMG ARE YOU SERIOUS?!" I was so happy.
        yes I'm serious congratulations the doctor told me.
     But there's a little problem Doctor white said .
     my smile begin to drop....

"What problem doctor?"
      don't worry yourself too much , It can be treated..
      HUH?! I said
Mrs.Smith Did you know you have "Chlamydia" .
      my heart dropped .

"No no no Doctor , their must be some mistake .."
     Kandy Sheppard-Smith Right? he asked me.
"Yes sir"
     Well there's no mistake ..
"I only slept with 1 man my entire life which is my husband......"
    I'm sorry Mrs.Smith but maybe you should talk with him but for now wait here for a few moments while I go get you a prescription .
"Okay Mrs.Smith take this for a few weeks and you'll be just fine, we'll schedule another appointment , Have a nice day day."
     Okay thank you so much Doctor .

as I drove home i couldn't believe what the doctor told me I know for sure that bastard gave it to me , but who the fuck was he sleeping with?!

I made it home and Jordan was there , I took a deep breath before I got out my car .
I unlocked the door and walked into our "Happy Home"......

"Where you been?" Jordan asked .
That's what I have to talk yo you about ...
"Okay soo?"
Jordan --
the door bell interrupted what I had to say and guess who it was?
My Bestfriends from High school
Diamond and Layla !
HEY YALL I said in excitement
"Hey girl !" they both said also in excitement .
"Why the hell yo ass been ducked off?" Layla asked since I haven't seen them in like 4 months .
No y'all been ducked off I just been taking care of my husband I said with a faint smile.

  We sat on the couch for a while an talked they knew about everything that ever happened between Jordan and I .
            Y'all? I said.
"What girl ?" they said together.
I-I'm (as I looked over my shoulder to see if I see Jordan.) 
I'm pregnant ....

"Are you sure?" diamond asked
  I'm positive I went to the doctor today and he told me.
    I can't tell them about the STD it's just somethings you keep to yourself ..

"How you gone raise a child in a home with him?"
     I don't know what Im gonna do,I'm scared to leave y'all ..
  "Why's that?!" diamond said in anger.
    Because!
"Cause what??"
    y'all wouldn't understand.....
"You can't let him keep controlling you like that , stop showing that your weak" Layla said.
  "Okay y'all Ima leave give me a few weeks .."

Later that night ...

Jordan ? I said nervously
"What?"
I went to the doctor today and I found out I was pregnant.......
"Pregnant?!"
ye-es pregnant. i said
"How much you need?" he said
Huh I said?
"How much you need for an Abortion?!, you that stupid?"

How could you say that too me! I'm not getting an abortion Jordan !
"Oh so you not?"

NO I said bravely

Jordan got off the bed walked towards me and choked me into the wall, he let me go and pushed me to the floor were he began to slap and punch me . He then began to kick me I curled my self up to protect my baby I don't think he noticed , I constantly screamed telling him to stop he wouldn't listen .

SHUT UP he yelled
Do you wanna do this the hard way he said with anger in his eyes and voice .

Okay Okay! I'll get rid of it ! just stop as I sobbed, My face was covered in tears.
I'm so sick of this shit I can't deal with this anymore!

I text tee and asked her could I stay with her a few days . she quickly replied yes!
I had a plan and I have to go through with it , it was bad enough he was beating me but I will NOT put my child in danger .

the next day ...
"Here's $700 , get rid of the damn thing" he demanded me .
okay I have an appointment at 2:30 pm I said lying through my teeth.

"That's my girl Jordan said."
"I'll see you around 10 pm"

why so late Jordan ?
"stop asking me them fucking questions Kandy ."
okay....

7:pm came I was running around everywhere getting duffle bags and suitcases because i was leaving this bitch tonight !
I Got all my shirts , dresses and Blazers in one bag.
My Heels and tennis shoes in another

And my jeans , sweats & underwear in a suitcase.
EVERY single thing that was mines i got it and took it out to my car.

I can't back out now I have to be strong and do it for my baby , as I said in my head going back in the house checking to see if I left anything .

it was now 9;44pm and I hear walks up the steps I instantly panicked...
He's back ..

"Kandyyyy" as I heard a deep voice say which was Jordan's ..

I had to play cool.

"Yes baby?" I'm in the room .

"what are you doing ?"

Oh nothing just cleaning throwing old things out I said grinning ..

Did you do what I told you to do today?

"um yeah I did".

"I know the doctor told you to be in bed rest why you not laying down ?" as he questioned me looking directly in my eyes ..
My knees started buckling ..

I know but i feel fine , you were right that was the best thing to do as I tried making him believe I went through with it.

Hm he said.

AH! I said .
Jordan had punched me in the stomach .
I started crying and it felt like I was about to throw up .
Why would you do that as I said crying ..
"Im just making sure."

I kept crying .......

He took off his clothes and jumped right into the bed. I went to the bathroom to see if I was bleeding or not and thank god I wasn't !
I couldn't believe that motherfucker did that too me.
I cleaned my face and went back to the room were he was sleeping ...

My keys where on the night stand on his side of the bed ..
aw man
I had so much stuff on my keys I know he was going to hear it but i went for it anyways ..

I slowly tried picking them up but all the accessories that was on it started to make noise and next thing I know Jordan turned in the bed .

I froze for a minute to make sure he was sleeping still and then I tried picking them up some more , my hands were shaking so bad .

When I finally got them they made a even louder noise I knew for sure he heard me ....

"what the hell you doing? "
nothing I bought s new mop and its in the trunk I said
"I'll get it he said rolling out the bed with no shirt and his Ralph Lauren boxers ."

it's alright go back to sleep.

"Na it's too dark out there".

Its like he knew what I was up too .

I looked at the bedroom door and looked back at him and I took off running !