Don't Forget Me (Kellin Quinn Fanfic)

Part 33

Liz's POV

 We drove in silence as Jack and Jesse were taking a nap. I was looking out the window, my mind drifted off to what the waitress had told me and Kellin. Do we really look that happy and in love with each other?  I really love Kellin, but the thought of losing him someday scares me. Our relationship has been great so far, but what about the future? I sighed loudly and Kellin put a hand on my knee squeezing it gently. "What's the matter booger face?" He said to me and I chuckled, he always knew how to make me smile. "It's nothing. Just thinking." I said putting my hand on top of his squeezing it slightly. "Can I know what you're thinking about?" He asked looking playful, "Well, what Ginger said about us, we must look really happy for her to come up to us and say the things that she said." I said looking at him and he kept his eyes on the road, when he was about to talk I turned towards him putting my feet on his lap and leaning against the passenger door, thankfully it was locked. He put his hand on my bare ankles stroking it with his thumb. "Are you happy Liz?" He simply asked and I didn't expect him to ask me that. "Of course I am. I'm the happiest girl because of you Kellin." I said to him and he smiled, "Well that's all that matters Liz. The world could be ending and I would still be the happiest man alive. Liz you made me feel alive again, ever since I met you. And when you left you took that away; you took my happiness with you. And even though I tried to fill that emptiness inside it was useless, because it was and you, it's always been you, you are the missing piece inside of me. You complete me Elizabeth." I looked at Kellin wide-eyed, I've never heard him telling me this. I let out a breath I never knew I was holding and he looked a me with a grin of satisfaction and beatific expression. "Kellin, I'm also scared." He looked at me and his expression changed and he looked worried. "What is it Liz?" I took a deep breath and then I let it out. "Is just, I'm afraid; I'm afraid that someday I'll lose you, again. And I don't want to go through that hell again, even though I moved on, it was horrible being in that position; and frankly, I don't want to go there again. Ever." We stopped at a red light and he squeezed my ankle. "Hey no, don't say that Liz. Last time it wasn't my intention to hurt you, if I never had to do it, trust me I would never EVER would even think to do something like that to you. And I promised you that I'm always going to be by your side no matter what." He said looking at me, his eyes searching mine. I love this man too much. "I love you Kellin Quinn, no one is ever going to change that." I said to him sitting up straight grabbing his face and kissed him. "You have no idea of how much I love you Liz, it scares me the amount of it." He said looking at me, and then at the road again as the light turned green once again indicating us to keep moving. He feels the same way I do, he doesn't want to lose me either. The thought of him feeling that way, calmed me down. "See that?" He said pointing at a building with a lot of people making a huge line. Easily? There can be like three hundred people, maybe more. "Is that for today?" I asked pointing my index finger at the direction he showed me and he grinned nodding at me. "Yup, those, my amazing girlfriend, are my incredible fans." He said with a proud expression. He must be so happy for his accomplishments, then again, so was I. He looked so excited and I was too. When I looked behind to tell the guys we were already here they were all asleep. "Are you kidding me?!" I said and Kellin looked. He raised an eyebrow at me and I gave an evil look. I took my phone out and took a  picture of all of them and posted it on Twitter and Instagram. 

'This is how "stoked" they are for the release of the new album 'Feel' .   I put that as a caption and tagged all of them.

I cackled and Kellin laughed so hard. "You're so evil." He said and I thought of something I saw a few days ago. "Every.Villain.Is.Lemons!" He laughed harder "Oh my God! Did you just really quoted a Spongebob episode!!?" I started to laugh and nodded not being able to speak. "Why are you guys being so fucking loud." Said Jack getting up and Gabe grunted beside him "Morning sleeping beauties, we're already here. So wake your asses up!" I said to them and they looked at Kellin. "Hey don't look at me, I'm just the driver." He said darting his eyes side to side. I chuckled and Justin and Joy were laughing. "Jesse wake up we're here!!" Jack said startling him. "You guys are going to give a fucking heart attack one of these days I swear to God." He said sitting straight and I gave him a wink he just smiled, but it was a sad smile. When we got closer, the fans saw the van and started to scream their heads off, this was crazy but at the same time amazing. Some security guys started to motion us with their hands to move forward and towards the back of the building. There was a huge parking space but it was surrounded with fences and a front gate that could only be opened from the inside. The gates were opened and Kellin got in and his manager was waiting for us outside. Kellin parked the van and we got down. Kellin's manager looked at me and greeted me with a smile, I thought he didn't remember me, he gave the same smile to Joy but his eyes looked confused. "Glad you could make on time boys, come on the doors are opening at any minute now." He said turning on his heel and walked inside. Kellin grabbed my hand and directed me inside. "Nervous?" He asked whispering, I nodded but I wasn't nervous, I was actually excited; I was looking forward for this new experience in my life and that now I'm sharing with Kellin. I hugged his arm and he smiled down at me. We got into an office and we sat down on the couch. Moments later, a tall man came in with black hair and silver strands a little above his ear. "It's a great honor to have you gentlemen here today. As a petition I would like for you to sing any two songs of your liking in acoustic." He said smiling at the guys and Kellin looked at Jack and Jesse. Jesse shrugged and so did Jack, Kellin sighed and smiled, "Sure, why not?" He said clapping his hands and the man's grin grew wider. "That's great. What would you like to drink?" He asked looking at us waiting for a response. "A bottle of whiskey and a Monster." Kellin said with an 'innocent' smile. I knew he was doing it on purpose. The man's lips twitched a bit and smiled again. "Of course." He said excusing himself and leaving through the door. I shook my face at him and he laughed, "What? It's only fair! He asked me for two songs! Well I asked him for two drinks." Kellin said raising his brows triumphantly. "That's true, we're not suppose to sing, like at all." Said Jesse and Gabe nodded. "They always do the same, we always end up playing." Continued Jack and Jesse got up. "I'm gonna go get my guitar." He said leaving through the door. "Jesse wait up, I think I forgot my phone in the van." I said getting up and he waited for me. I caught up with him and he put a hand over my shoulder and looked at Kellin. "Don't worry Kells, we won't be long." He said throwing him a wink and blowing him a kiss, we all laughed even Kellin, "Go easy on her bitch!!" He yelled for us as we walked down the hall. "You know Jesse I really didn't forget my phone in the van, I just wanted to talk to you." He looked at me quizzically. "What about?" He said looking ahead pushing the doors in front of us. "Well, I don't know if it's my mind playing tricks on me but, something is bothering you, I've been studying you for a little bit and well, point is what's going on with you?" I asked him and we got to the van. He paused briefly before opening the doors of the van and sighed. "I miss my family, I'm not able to spend a nice relaxing day with them." He said opening the door and got in. "Well why don't you?" I said to him, and he breathed out, "Because every time I spend my time with Ashley or Olive work always calls, and I have to break my day with my wife and baby." He said coming out from the van with his guitar in his hands, "Liz this job, this life is unpredictable. I can be having a great day at the beach and Kellin calls me that we're going on tour the next day." He said closing the doors of the van. "I'm sorry to hear that Jesse, I can imagine how tough it can be, but remember that this is something you love and you're also doing it for your family and we all have to make sacrifices in our lives." I said to him as we walked back to the building. "Kellin's a lucky guy you know? I'm glad that you came back into his life and into ours." He said smiling at me and I smiled back. He put an arm around my shoulder and hugged me and I did the same squeezing him tighter and he chuckled. We started making jokes and our laughs echoed through the halls. When we got in the room the guys were in Gabe greeted us. "Hey you're back! Come on we're about to go out. Let's take courage shots!!" He exclaimed and we sat on the couch and there was a small coffee table with seven glass shots, I winked at Kellin and he smirked at me. "Alright boys and gals. To us!" Jack said and we raised our shot glass and we drink it in. Joy made a sour face and I laughed at her, "You never learned how to drink a proper shot." I said to her and she gave me the middle finger. "Come on, let's go!" Justin said grabbing Joy's hand and ran through the door, pulling her with him. The guys chuckled and they followed. "Ready?" I asked him, tipping my head back. "Not yet." He leaned his head down and gave me a soft but passionate kiss, "Now I'm ready." He said smiling down at me and I blushed a bit. He grabbed my hand and we went through the doors. We got to the end of the hall and we couldn't see the fans because there was a huge curtain covering us. My eyes widen in realization as I got an idea and Kellin took notice. "What is it?" I whispered in his ear and a mischievous grin crept on his face. He nodded and I went over to the guys and they also nodded in agreement.