Don't Forget Me (Kellin Quinn Fanfic)

Part 4

Kellin's POV

 I woke feeling really happy. Today was finally my birthday. I couldn't wait to get to school and hang out with Liz, I always have the most amazing time whenever I was with her. She's just so happy, loving, sweet, caring. I can go on forever. When I got out of my room no one was home. So I took a quick shower but up some black jeans followed by my black converse, a Metallica t-shirt and a beanie. I grabbed my bag and head down, taking an apple from the kitchen counter top I head out waiting for the bus. I got in the bus and got a few 'happy birthday's' and sat down beside Sasha. I kissed her in the cheek and she moved back a bit looking for her mirror. "Kellin my makeup, Jesus." I rolled my eyes and let my hand fall into my lap. She took notice of my annoyance and turned to me shutting her mirror close. "I'm sorry baby I just had a fight with daddy and I'm just not in the mood." She said with an annoying voice acting as if I was a baby. "Come one KelKel happy birthday baby." She said taking my face and give me an unwanted kiss. "Thanks." She knew it wasn't working so she sat back as she was and crossed her arms angrily. I looked at her and a wild mischievous grin crept in her face as she thought of something. And I had to say I didn't like it at all. "What?" I asked her.  "Oh nothing. You know that Elizabeth likes you right? As in, she's in love with you?" I looked at her and I kinda had the idea that she did and that fact didn't bother me at all. There were times where I would just look at her laugh and she looked so carefree and beautiful and the way that she makes me happy is almost ridiculous. "She's not, she's just my best friend. Nothing more nothing less." I told her trying to drop the subject. "Well from where I'm standing she seems to had fallen for you. But you're mine Kellin Quinn and she needs to know that." What does she mean?  "What are you telling me?" I asked her I didn't like the way this is going. "I want you to tell her off. I want you to tell her how much you hate her, how you wished that she had never appeared in your life and that you only feel pity for her." I was completely shocked at her words. "Are you crazy? I won't do that. That's how you feel towards her because I've spent more time with her than you. You're just jealous. We're done." She simply laughed. "Oh I don't think so, see the only thing you got right in all that sentence is that I do hate her. And please, I could never be jealous of a fat ass like herself. But here's the deal, if you breakup with me well, I'll break her in any way possible. And if you keep talking to her I'll do it anyways." I clenched my jaw and my fists. "But if you tell her what I told you then I won't ruin her. But you will." She smiled at me, looking like she had all the victory on her side. I knew the things Sasha would do to hurt Liz. I prefer do it myself than to see Sasha do it, even though it pains me deeply. The bus stopped and I stormed out the bus angry as hell. I heard Sasha call in the back "Love you KelKel." I didn't look back. I quickly went to the bathroom and closed myself in there. I couldn't see Liz, I can't do this to her. 

I waited until the bell rang to get out. When I was around the corner to get to my locker, I peeked my head to see if there was anyone and saw Liz putting up some things in my locker. She had already known the combination, not even Sasha knew. She looked so happy and excited, but as realization hits me, I have to tell her. I need her to hate me, I need her away from me; God knows what would Sasha do to her. I decided to let her finish and then she run off. Waiting for a few minutes, it was safe for me to come out. I opened up my locker and saw all my favorite candy and two Mountain Dew's. She really knew how to make me happy. I took out the balloon hold the string attached to it. The balloon read 'pop me'. I notice a little closer and there was a note inside of it. I couldn't pop it here, some teachers would come out and I don't want any attention. I left the other stuff and took a Mountain Dew with me. I went to the bathroom and made sure no one was in it. I try to pop it as quietly as possible and succeeded. The little note fell on the floor and I picked up. It said: 'Happy Birthday to my best friend eveeeer! Today is your birthday and I'm glad I'm by your side to celebrate another year of your life, and I'll be by your side in many more.  -L  P.S meet me at the lonely tree at lunch time; there are more surprises! Love you!'  What was I going to do? She's so happy and it pains me the thought that I have to break her heart. I sighed and walked to my class.

Some people in class sang me 'happy birthday' and we chatted a little bit, but I couldn't get Liz out of my head. I didn't want to lose her. The teacher sent us a little earlier than usual and I made my way to our spot. I would pace back and forth, bite my nails, put my hands on my face. I was incredibly scared and anxious. I hate what Sasha is making me do right now, anger filled my body and I sat down, thinking how exactly am I going to tell her, but she had to believe me. Otherwise she would come back and Sasha could hurt her. I thought about the words over and over again and I heard the lunch time bell ring. After a few moments I heard her "HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEST FRIEND!!!" My heart felt like a ton, I wanted to hug her so badly but I couldn't and I knew Sasha would be watching. I stood up to face her, she went up to me arms big and wide. But I stepped back avoiding her hug. "Kellin? Wh-What's wrong? Didn't you like the surprise?" I could feel the hurt in her voice, but I remained strong. I took a deep breath and let it out, "No, I didn't. I don't want you near me ever again. I don't want to be your friend ever again. I wished I would've never met you. I despise you and you're existence. I hate you. If you ever thought that I even cared about you let me tell you how wrong you are, the only thing I feel for you is pity, nothing more nothing less. I don't want to see you ever again." Her eyes were expressionless, she was in complete shock and I wanted to cry. I stormed past her to see Sasha looking by the window grinning. I went inside and faced her. "Happy?" I said angrily. She just smiled, "Thank you babe, you made my work a lot easier and I got to see it in front row seats." I looked out the window and saw her on her knees, her head in her hands crying. I wanted to run up to her and hold her in my arms, but I couldn't. I looked away and left. I couldn't handle this feeling.