Deal With Kade Fajardo | Fin

Sixteen

#DealWithKadeFajardo

Kanina ko pa siya tinititigan. Oh, gosh. Feeling ko kasi 'di ko na kayang makawala sa spell na ginawa ni Kade. Damn.

I still can't move on sa sinabi niya last day. That he wants to marry me but not there sa fake na kasal-kasalan na 'yun.

You know that feeling...

That feeling na gusto kong makita siya, always. Want to be with Kade 24/7 that damn feeling.

As usual. We're in our favorite spot here in the university. Field. Under the tree.

Yeah. I was thinking about dun sa deal. Ayoko na. If he wants my body? Kade can have it.

"Staring is rude." I laugh.

"It's not. Ikaw naman 'yung tinitigan ko." he smiled. Oh man! He smiled.

"Kade, let's just freaking cut the deal."

"Why? I thought you want a revenge."

I bit my lower lip. Dang. I'm not a high school girl para umarte na nahihiya akong umamin that I like him so much.

Besides... ayoko na. Naisip ko na masiyadong pang-immature act ang revenge. Let Karma do the revenge to those people who hurt us nor you.

"Okay na, no need. I realized that revenge will not do naman din." he was looking at me.

Darn. Gusto kong sabihin na ayaw ko na kasi gusto ko na siya. I don't want to involve Trace anymore. I want him out of the picture. I want us. Kade and I. Just the two of us.

I sighed. "Truth was..." damn. Why it seems like I ate my own tongue? I can't even utter a word na.

"What?"

"I like you---no more than that." I bowed my head. Shit. Bakit ba bigla-bigla akong nahiya. Paano kapag na reject ako ni Kade? What if ayaw niya sa'kin? What if he only wants my damn body? What if---enough of my what ifs.

He lift up my chin. Nung nailang akong tumitig sa mata niya. Umiwas ako. I look away. I hate myself. Bakit ba feeling ko pulang-pula ako ngayon. It was like na nag-confess ako sa crush ko na hiyang-hiya.

"I like you too." awtomatikong napatingin ako sa kaniya. Hanged mouth. Did he say what? Ano 'yun ulit?

"What, Kade?"

He cupped my face then after he pressed his lips against mine. Dilat na dilat ako. His eyes was close. Damn. I guess there so many damn butterflies in my tummy and the damn heart was beating abnormally. God, why Kade has this effect on my effin system? Bakit pakiramdam ko siya iyong dugong dumadaloy sa mga ugat ko.

I was thinking kung okay pa ba ang obaryo ko. As if she wants to explode. Damn.

He pinned me on the three. Dalawang kamay niya ang nakaharang sa gilid ko. I swallowed hard. Gusto kong harasin ang labi niya, oh no!

He lean on me. His face was too damn close to mine. I can even feel his breath.

"I never get interested to girls. But you were very different to those girls that I fuck, baby." gusto kong tumili at magtatalon. I don't know. Para bang 'di ko kinakaya ang nanyayari ngayon. It was too far from my thoughts na 'di ko sukat akalaing ganito ang magiging sagot niya. God, nababaliw ako kay Kade. Nakakabaliw siya. Ano bang mayroon sa Fajardo na 'to.

Tulala lang ako at nakatitig sa kaniya. I never imagine na ganito. Kade Fajardo said he likes me too. Dang.

I was just looking into his eyes. Then bumaba sa labi niya ang tingin ko. I want his lips.