Deal With Kade Fajardo | Fin

Thirty Two

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Since that day. I've cut all the connection we had. He didn't deserve to be a father. Hindi siya kikilalanin ng kambal ko. Yes, a twin. Wala na din naman siyang karapatan pang malaman pa. What for? He threw me like a trash! Us. So, why? He was done with me, right?

I knew where should I stand. At alam ko kung tama pa or mali ang ginagawa ko. I, myself knew that I made the right choice. Bakit ko pa ba ipagsisiksikan ang sarili ko sa kaniya? After all. Wala naman na siyang babalikan pa. What we had before is just a shit! Just like him, he was a shit.

I can raised my twin, we didn't need him. No one's need that jerkass.

My dad was mad as hell. Hindi siya makapaniwala sa ginawa sa akin ni Kade. Ano pa ako? But what is done is done.

I moved into a new place with my twin. Yep. It's been 5 months since I gave birth. Si Nicolette lang naman ang may alam kung nasaan ako. I told her not to tell anybody about my twin. Not even to that fucking asshole.

"Ang cute talaga ng mga pamangkin ko, oh gosh!"

I rolled my eyes. Pinanggigilan na naman niya ang mga anak ko.

"Just please, Astrid. Gamitin mo naman iyong last nam----." I shut her up.

"No, my twin will used my last name. Fontier, Nicole. Are we clear?"

She made a face. "So, you hate me? Because... I was using that last name too?"

I glanced at her. "Do I hate you?"

She smiled. "I'm very thankful that you didn't hate me after what happened, Astrid."

Why would I hate her? She's there, always. She never leave me, ever since.

She bid her goodbye later on. She had a work. Malay ko ba kung bakit ang hilig niyang i-ditch lang iyong tambak na paper works niya. Maybe because she's the CEO. Well, whatever.

I looked at my twin. They didn't deserve him. He's not worthy.

"I'm sorry." then a bunch of tears fell. Why I was crying? I thought...

He's dead! Forgoodness sake, Astrid. He's dead, right? Patay na siya para sa iyo. Then why the hell are you crying?

Then I made a promise. I won't cry again, not to him. I was closing my heart as he threw us away.

It's over. Damn, over.

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When my twin turned 2. I've decided to stay for good in Cali. Dad didn't disagree. Actually he's happy for my decision. Hindi rin naman madali lahat. And it was a good choice to leave the country. It's for me and my twin's sake. I left the country.

After two more years... Kailangan ko ng kumuha ng mag-aalaga sa kambal ko nung nag4 sila. Masiyado na silang makulit at 'di ko na kinakaya ang pagiging pasaway nila. So I got them a yaya. They're fraternal. Hindi sila magkamukha. And damn. Hindi nila ako kamukha, mata lang ang nakuha nila sa akin, for heavens sake!

As much as I didn't want to. But I freakin' remember someone's face. Well, I don't know him. I forgot the name, actually.

"Mom, West's eating my choochoo."

"East, it's a chocolate." Weston said with his usual poker face.

I smiled. Hindi ko alam kung anak ko ba sila. Ang daldal tapos si Weston napaka-matured na mag-isip. He act like he's the Kuya. Well, minuto lang naman ang tanda ni Easton sa kaniya.

I patted East's head. "Mom, will buy you more choochoo, okay?" then I kissed him.

"How about me? I'm the youngest." West said with furrowed brows. I laughed. God. Kompleto talaga ang araw ko sa kanilang dalawa. These two never failed to made my day.