She's Lit (Urban) [ON HOLD]

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Shit! Fuckfuckfuck.

This is the most fucked up my life has been. Tahzia was the only girl I had caught feelings for for real for real. I know I fuck up in every relationship, but I told myself that I wouldn't mess this shit up this time! I needed to get her back. There was no doubt about it that I wanted this chick fucking with me. We clicked I guess.

I didn't even do anything with the stripper. Sure we messed around with each other but I stopped her before we could actually fuck around for real. I didn't even expect T to be upset like that. I was drunk and high so I couldn't really think straight. It was all stupid though. I know what I got to do.

T pov

I was still sitting in my room, not even bothering to move my sore body. My wrist felt numb at this point. My foot was numb too and I wasn't sure if that was a good thing. There was a loud knock at the door, causing my heart to speed up. Finally some help.

I wanted to yell but my voice was gone from screaming in anger. My voice already naturally went in and out. There was a long moment where I just sat there hoping that whoever was at the door would help me. After a few minutes, I heard my window being opened up. "T? Shit what did you do?" It was South. Of course.

I didn't say anything, just waited for him to help me. I could see him coming towards me from the corner of my eye. He picked me up bridal style and I cried out when I moved my wrist. Maybe it wasn't all that numb. "Shit." A little bit below my wrist was a large red bump. My wrist was definitely broken or out of place.

"T I'm so sorry baby. I don't deserve you at all, I know. What I did was dumb as fuck. When I'm upset I do the dumbest things bae. I'm working on it. But I promise you, if I get one last chance, I'll be the best bae you've ever had. I'll get you flowers, text you every 5 minutes, FaceTime you, whatever you want. I promise I won't do nothing stupid ever again," He said this as best he could while he rushed me to down the stairs and to his car. I could barely comprehend his words, but knew he was being sincere.

I didn't say anything back since I was in pain and still angry.

We drove, not in painful silence, but in pain and silence. When we finally got to the hospital, South was quick to get me out of my seat, as careful as possible. It must have not been very careful since my wrist hit the car smack dab on the edge of the door. Tears came down in a silent scream. South cursed about fifteen million times.

My wrist was throbbing as he ran into the hospital, me crying into his shirt. "She-her wrist and h-her foot," He stuttered to the lady at the desk. A doctor was quick to come bring us to a room.

"Hey sweetie. My name is Dr. Webb. I see you have broken your wrist. Can you tell me what happened?" She asked as she examined my wrist. I shut my eyes in pain. "I punched the wall," My voice barely was there.

"And the glass?" She began to examine my foot. "I threw something then stepped on it." Dr. Webb looked up at me shocked. "You were throwing it at him?" She pointed to South. "I was throwing it about him." She seemed to shut up at that.

***

Dr. Webb had relocated my wrist, iced it and put a cast on it. Next up was picking the glass out of my bare feet. It took about an hour of my gripping South's hand and his hissing when I held on too tight. I didn't even care when he hissed.

"All done. You're free to go."

The male nurse who had done the procedure finally left. The said that none of the glass had dug deep enough for stitches but had still gotten a wrap and crutches. In this span of time, we both forgot to call my parents. I was fine with that though because I didn't want to hear them ask a million questions.

"You ready T?" South broke my thoughts. I looked at his sad eyes. I nodded. He was about to say something until his phone rang. He picked up with a quick hello.  "Oh yeah hey. Yes she's right next to me. Alright." He gave me the phone and mouthed that it was Raina.

"Yeah."

"What happened T?! What is all this glass and how did you break ya phone? Where are you?"

"I was mad so I threw some stuff. Now I'm on my way home from the hospital. I broke my wrist."

"What the hell T? When you get home we gotta talk. Mama and Pops went on a date. They probably at a hotel now."

"Okay."

"Bye."

***

South was sitting at my house with me. I was exhausted from all the pain and crying. Raina ended up going back home to be with her fiancé. South decided to stay with me since I wasn't very stable. "I saw my real daddy a while ago," I whispered. For some reason I felt like I should tell him. He looked up at me with a shocked expression. "He live here now with my little brother." That was all I said for South to slowly come closer to me until he was embracing me.

"I never been that angry before. I mean I've broken noses but never a concrete wall. Ion even know why I'm talking to you right now," I shook my head. South shook his head, chuckling.

"You can talk to me T. Even if I'm acting like a bitch, you can talk to me. I already apologized, but there ain't much more I can do. You the only girl I've ever talked to and loved it T. I want to be here," He whispered in a low voice. He didn't know it, but he was forgiven. But I didn't want to tell him just yet.

"Don't act like a bitch again. It ain't cute," Was all I said before I fell asleep with me somehow lying on top of South.

***

"T. Tahzia," I woke up to the sound of my dad. "Yeah?" I whispered yawning. He gestured to something underneath me. I looked down and saw South. My hand shot to my mouth and I quickly got up. He didn't even wake up. "Is mama coming?" I whispered. He shook his head, no. I let out a sigh.

"You didn't..."

"No no no, he was just trying to help me out," I responded quick. He finally glanced down at my casted arm and raised and eyebrow. "I punched a wall because Bella chose Edward and not Jacob. But that's beside the point. Where's mama?" I rushed out. Pops looked confused.

"We're going to take a break from you and your bridezilla sister. We're going to Hawaii. Right now. She ordered me to go get everything for her, since she's still tired," He mumbled and winked. I gagged.

"K bye hurry up," I rolled my eyes as he walked away with a happy step. I looked over in the conjoined kitchen, having a weird thought. We need a dog. It be so lonely when my parents are out of town and Raina moved out. What if--

SMACK!

My left ass cheek stung from the hit it just received. "Damn yo ass fat T."

This nigga bouta get beat.