Just Married (BaekDara fanfic)

It hurts

Dara is looking at the horizon with her mind flooding with thoughts. It has been a week since the last time she saw her husband Baekhyun. She heard from Baekhyun's father that her husband went overseas because of work. But Dara knows that it wasn't only the reason why Baekhyun left the country. She's also the reason why Baekhyun decided to leave because again she hurt him.

Baekhyun was right when he told her that she needed to choice whom she wanted to be with but Dara couldn't make any decision when she both wanted Chanyeol and Baekhyun. It's so selfish of her for wanting them both but that's what her heart and mind are telling her.

She wanted Chanyeol because the latter is her first love. They've been through a lot together. Chanyeol has been her pillar of strength for a long time. And Chanyeol loves her more than he loves his own self.

While she wanted Baekhyun because the latter makes her happy. Baekhyun always make her feel as if she is the most beautiful girl whenever he looks at her. Baekhyun always put her first in everything. He always thinks of what could make Dara happy. He treats her like a queen and Baekhyun, gives her a jumble feelings that no one has ever made her feel.

It feels weird that the person you once hated the most is the only person who could give you those feelings that you could never describe.

Dara pull her knees close to her chest. "Why is it hard to make a choice?"

"Because the options are both great."

Dara turned her head to see the uninvited person who disturb her solemnity. "Cha...Chanyeol..."

The said guy smiles at her before walking towards her. "I knew I could find you here."

Dara watch until the guy sit besides her. "When did you arrived?"

"Early this morning. Why are you here, Dara?" Chanyeol became serious. "You're having a hard time, do you?" He continued.

Dara placed her chin at the top pf her knees and look at the beautiful sunset on front of her. "Yeah. I'm having a hard time between you and Baekhyun." Dara honestly said not feelings awkward to tell Chanyeol of what she feels.

"Having a hard time between me and Baekhyun, huh?" Chanyeol chuckles.

Dara nods her head. "Yeah. I don't know whom to choose between you and him."

"I see." Chanyeol nods his head looking at the sunset as well. "Tell me, who do you love between me and Baekhyun?"

"Chanyeol, don't you understand what I told you earlier? I told you I am having a hard time choosing between you and Baekhyun." Dara groans.

"No. I know that you know who you love the most between me and Baekhyun. You just don't want to recognize it because you're afraid, afraid to hurt any of us. But honestly, you're already hurting us."