How Far is Too Far? (boyxboy)

How Far is Too Far? ~ Chapter Eight ~

I don't know why, but I'm feeling so angsty lately....

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Picture is of Synyster

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Luke's POV

I pressed the palms of my hands onto my closed eyes and my blood pounded in my ears.  What did I do?!

"Luke?" Gabe's concerned voice made my stomach churn.

I stood up and unlocked the door, my eyes burning slightly.  "We can't do this."

"Do..what exactly?"

"Gabrial, the door was open.  They could have seen us!"

His brown hair fell into his grey eyes, and I fought the urge to reach up and brush it aside.  I sighed and stepped out of the closet, stifling a hysterical laugh at the thought.  I'm pretty sure that I already came out of the closet.

Gabe raised an brow at me. "You mean Kira and Kevin?"

I scowled slightly, then nodded.

"Luke, I'm pretty sure that they wouldn't care--"

"But you don't know." I cut him off.  "Gabrial... I think we should just cut this off."

"Cut what off?"

"I mean, we need to act like nothing happened."

Hurt flashed across his features, and he looked away.  "What if I don't want to?"

I felt my eyes fill with tears and I looked away as well.  "I don't want to either, but we have to.  Okay?"

He nodded.  "I understand."

I watched him leave through blurry eyes and slumped down on the floor, my heart imploding in my chest.  This wasn't brotherly love, this was love and I was scared.  I dug my nails into my arms and fought the urge to let out a sob.  Ever since our parents were killed in the accident, the family had tightened into a protective group.

I shook my head to clear it and pulled out my phone.  "Syn?"

Synyster's voice was sleepy as he answered, "Yeah, Luke."

"I need to come over, now." I said quietly, my hands shaking.  Synyster was like my drug, he always calmed me down.

I could hear him sigh, and for a split second I thought he would say no. "Okay," he said finally.  "Bring a costume, though.  The party's starting."

I nodded, then realized that he couldn't see me and said, "Okay."

"S'later." he said, and the phone line buzzed as it died.

I clicked the End Call button and looked around my room.  What could I be at last minute.  Sexy cat...?  Or maybe a cowboy.  "Nah," I said aloud, and shook my head.  I walked back into the closet and pulled out a pair of skin tight black jeans.  I paused and looked around, then smiled when I saw a black corset.  Oh yes,  sexy cat would be sexy.

Kira ran past my room, then nearly tripped.  "Luke...you look...um..."

"Sexy?" I laughed as I mussed my black hair.  I applied a small amount of smokey eye color to my blue eyes, making them glow seductively.  I looked back at her with a grin.

"No, pretty."

"Oh," I blushed.  "Well, thank you."

"Are you going to the party?"