4/13/16 7:16PM

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CAUSE I HAVE HELLA FEELINS FOR YOUUUUUUU 

I ACT LIKE I DONT FUCKING CAREE

CAUSE IM SO FUCKING SCARED

IM ONLY A FOOL FOR YOU 

AND MAYBE YOURE TOO GOOD FOR ME 

IM ONLY A FOOL FOR YOUUUU

BUT I DONT FUCKING CAREEEE 

ATT AAAAAAA AALLLLLLL

blackbear underrated asf 

oh and me and poodle arent close anymore and like i'm looking for someone else just cause im bored. perks of being a hoe. jk im not a hoe. yet. maybe in 3 more years. but he's so cute like ugh daddy he makes me happy. his laugh is so cute too. like just the way he is makes me so happy and like happy tears man im just so ugh. watch my period come cause like im never this happy about anyone but my mom and shit like what. gosh like he just makes me happy ya know. like he doesnt even have to do anything. and like i know, like i know he doesnt feel the same way, but i dont care. i'm that type of happy, ya know, like the type of happy that like the worst thing could happen or be said to you, and you just don't care. its like you know that things could never work out but you do it anyways. like when you know something is bad but you still do it, like the opposite of that. the thing is he's not your run of the mill hottie, ya know. you really have to look at him to see it, well i didnt have to, but any normal shallow person would see all the "bad" stuff. like my brother, when he saw him, he said he looked like he got dumped in a bucket of oil. and like to be honest, i like that about him. and he's not like super muscular or some shit but he's like perfect ya know. and his hair is kinda like so deep. like i stick pencils in it and its lit ya know. he's just so happy and it makes me happy and like the world isnt happy and life isnt happy but he makes it happy. like he just spreads this happy aura, ya know. 

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