Chapter Nine: Jealousy

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Things to look out for~

(Y/n) or ____- Your name
(L/n)- Last name
(F/c)- Favorite color
(S/f/c)- Second favorite color
(H/c)- Hair color
(E/c)- Eye color
Italic- Thoughts
Bold- Flashbacks
Underlined- Dreams
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Travis' Pov:

I sat up and rose from my bed and scrambled up the stairs and put on my shoes. I ran out the door and down the street. I bounced from foot to foot as I waited for the right moment to cross the street. Once the moment came I continued running down the street until I was standing in front of the maid cafe. I flung open the door.. I need to find Aphmau... She'll help me... I sat down at a table. Instead of finding Aphmau... I heard something I shouldn't have.

Hearing you talking 'bout lucky one you like
If only it was me somehow
Listening, putting on a grin as I'm shouting
In my head "just kill me now"

"Oh come on (Y/n)! Just tell us already!" Aphmau said. "YEAAAA TELL US (Y/N)~SENPAIIIIII!" Kawaii~Chan whined. "Well... I guess there is someone..... That I like...." (Y/n) mumbled. "Go on..." Aphmau said slowly with a studious expression. "He's nice.... And cute....." (Y/n) continued. "And... Definitely something else....." (Y/n) mumbled. Oh my Irene someone kill me... I cant listen to this any longer... "Oh hey Travis!" Aphmau said walking over to me. I held my hand up and gave her a some what uninterested wave. "Whats up with that grin... It looks kinda... Forced..." I slowly turned my head and glared at her before standing up and leaving.

In denial, trudging on
I push that voice away
Yet I, cannot help but tune in to your babbling
And listen in dismay

I couldn't get the conversation I over heard out of my head... Does she really like someone..... And if she does... Who? I glared at the thought. Aphmau had invited the guys and I over and when we arrived she was talking to (Y/n) on the couch. I looked away and sat down in a chair. "Hey Travis" Katelyn said sitting next to (Y/n). I gave her the same uninterested wave I gave Aphmau. I stared at my hands which were in my lap every now and then tuning into what Katelyn and (Y/n) were talking about. I growled slightly. The thought still hadn't left my head. Who does she like? I growled again and stood up. (Y/n) gave me a questionable look. I stuffed my hands into my sweater pockets and walked out the door not bothering to close it.

Sorry but I'm into deep, maybe I'm a total creep
Falling for a person who will never see me
Maybe if my gather up my courage for you
That's a lie, can't deny the loser that I've become too
But I'll still push through

Maybe Im looking into this too much..... More than I should... Its her life I shouldn't be snooping... A frown made its way to my face as I began to think more and more about it. She'll never like you Travis... Never in a million years... Maybe if you just work up the courage to.... Nevermind.... I cant deny how much of a loser Ive become.... Im a total flirt.... Im a creep.... But.... I wont give up!

So I hope you fall, hope you goof it all
Wish good luck, though I hope your feelings hit a wall
In my dreams, nothing quite is how it seems
Carry on
My jealousy oh please be gone

If she ever does confess.... I hope she screws up.... Ill wish her good luck but I hope her feelings get sent back to her in a worn box and the feeling I felt hits her in the face.... Why cant everything be like.... How I dreamed it would be..... I need to press on.... Oh Irene I beg you... Please.... Please.... Rid me of the jealousy I feel..... Please...

I angrily flopped down on my bed and screamed into my pillow. I screamed all of the things I could never say. I screamed them over and over. I screamed everything I kept locked inside. I let it all out. I let it all out until I couldn't scream anymore.

 I let it all out until I couldn't scream anymore

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I didn't realize that I was crying. I didn't realize Dante had followed me. I didn't realize how much it hurt. I realized that I didn't care if Dante followed me, or that I was crying, or how much I hurt, or the fact that I had lost my voice. All that mattered was that I got out everything that I kept bottled up. I did what I needed to do. I knew I was still jealous but I knew I would be fine. As long as I knew that everything I kept inside was now out. Even if someone else knows. That only makes it better. I know I can trust Dante... He's always been there for me. I know he's got my back. I know that Ill be fine.
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Word Count: 854

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