Your Pov:
Remember how I asked Travis out and didn't think about what we'd do? Of course you do, you're me after all. Well obviously since you're me you know that I then spent the rest of the day thinking about what to do on our date.
Great (Y/n) now you're talking to yourself. Great. Just great.
Anyways! I grabbed my phone and texted Travis.
Y- Hey! I made plans for our date! Come over whenever you're free!
T- So.... Anytime of the day?
Y- Well... I didnt want to be mean but sure!
T- Ok! Ill be over at around 1 or so.
And I panicked once again. It was currently 12:15.
Travis your time management sucks.
I jumped out of bed and dove into my closet.
...
Lets just say I got tangled in a pile of clothes and spent 15 minutes untangling myself.
Once I started getting dressed I heard my phone ping. I groaned and finished pulling my shirt over my head.
(Friends Name) - Hey!
You - O.o
(Friends Name) - So.... Uhm.... Sorry about all that..... Stuff.....
You - Yea...
(Friends Name) - You doing anything today?
You - Yea.... Im going on a date....
(Friends Name) - So.... Does that mean I owe you a lunch...?
You - Yep.
(Friends Name) - So what are you doing on your date?
You - Im going back to our old highschool..... With Travis.... He doesnt know though....
(Friends Name)- Oh! Can I help you while youre on your date! Ya know... Make things special...?
You - Uhmm.... Are you going to try to kill me?
(Friends Name) - Not unless you go crazy again....
You - Ugh! Fine!
(Friends Name) - Yes!
You - BRB
(Friends Name) - Ok! :3
Great. My friend that tried to kill me after I went crazy is going to help on my date.... Ugh... I need to text Travis.
You - Hey... Can you actually come over at around 2??
Travis - Yea... Sure.
You - Ok! Thanks!
Ok now I need to text (Friends Name)...
You - Come over. Now.
(Friends Name) - Ok! Be there in a sec!
And then exactly one second later (Friends Name) appeared in my room.
"Oh honey! Dont tell me you're gonna where that on your date!" She gasped slightly appalled.
"Honey... Thank goodness Im here.... You're gonna need a lot of help...." (Friends Name) sighed.
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Sorry this chapter was so short! But I said I would tell you guys why I havent been updating... So... Heres the story... (If ypu dont want to read it since its kind of depressing just skip it I guess) My great grandfather passed a few days before school ended and it hit me really hard. Dont get me wrong he didnt die of cancer or anything.... He was getting old and fell... And my great grandparents lived in the middle of no where so by the time the EMTs got to their house it was too late. The reason it hit me so hard wasnt because I was super close to him but rather I hadnt seen him in six years... And I felt terrible that I couldnt visit him before he passed. At the time I was just starting to get over my depression and when I found out I sunk back into it... And I lost all hope on everything... And I wanted to kill myself.... But... Oddly enough... The person that changed my outlook on life was my ex.... And at the time he was my best friend... Hes also the one that was mentioned in that poem I wrote....... He was really inspirational... At least I thought so.... And I had been dealing with depression ever since I found out about my mental disorders.... At the time.... He and I were enemies at least thats how I described our relationship back then... But during that period of time I developed feelings for him.... And he liked someone else... And that someone else was one of my best friends... So I pushed my feelings away so they could be happy.... Turns out it didnt work out.... And... I knew things about her that he didnt... And from that point on I tried my best to make sure he didnt get hurt.... Because I wanted to protect him.... Because he was the reason I was still stable and that I was still alive... And the rest is more of a personal thing between him and I. Anyways... He always said stuff that helped me when I was depressed... And for that Ill always be grateful... He pulled me out of depression.... And saved my life... But once summer began.... My feelings that I held for him grew even more... And he didnt return those feelings... And that hurt me.... And even though he told me he didnt feel the same I still openly tell him that I love him... But thats a different story... If you want to hear about that let me know and maybe Ill write a story about me... Anyways.... A few weeks ago I found out that I had to go to the hospital and get an echocardiogram.... And Ill be getting one tomorrow.... And through all of this I have managed to stay out of depression because of my ex and all of your support.... I thank you for that.... And because of all the stress.... I havent been able to update and Im sorry for that...
