A Mistaken Wish (#Wattys2016)

Chapter 27- With the Time

After 5 years.....

She

Its been five years since I got back into the arms of the person who love me more than anything. The moments I spend with him only brings a beautiful smile on my face....

I won't say that these five years have been a cake walk, we did see our shares of ups and downs in our relation, a lot of things have changed but the only things that remain constant through all this time is 'us being together' and 'our ever growing love'. In all these years he has been able to change me in ways no one else ever could......I had started trusting people and the person who I trusted the most was him....it wasn't easy for me to let down my walls and let him see past my guards but not even for a moment did he give up on me.......the hardest part of all was trusting but he earned it from me and never did he ever made me feel guilty about it, at every turn he proved himself to me and not just won my trust but also my unconditional love for him. After that day when I told him the truth never did he ever for even once blamed me for anything nor did he ever bring up that topic again....he not only forgave me that day and gave me a second chance he also save me from the forever pain causing guilt which I had

We have completed our final year in school and now have decided to take a break year and prepare for competitions so that we have better college options for ourself.....but apart from that the feeling of pure bliss I'm feeling after hearing his voice after a year is something I can't put in words.

I still remember the day when we were in our final year of school and he came back from school one day like usual we went out for a walk together but he was looking very lost that day. I asked him what happened but he just kept evading the topic so when I finally confronted him he told me that he was not able to focus on his studies as he is very distracted these day and his mom and his teachers are telling him to focus again if he wants to maintain his rank as a top student. Then I asked him what was the reason for his distraction and he told me that due to our relationship the only thing that is constant in his mind is ME and he is not able to focus on it much......after talking about it for a while I thought of a solution and suggested that for a year lets take a break form relation and focus on our careers as the grades in final years did matter a lot......at first he just freaked out and got angry that he won't leave me for anything and I had o explain him that I was not asking him to leave I was just telling him to focus on his studies for the time being and during that while we should not be in contact with each other and after conveincing him for hours and promising him that I would wait for him he agreed and so here we are after a very long year of wait i'm waiting for his call to hear his voice again. After a bit of waiting my phone did ring showing the only name I have been waiting for an year to see on my phone screen. I accepted the call and said

"hello"

"you have no idea how much I have missed you" came his most awaited voice, bring a smile on my face

"I missed you too"

"From now I won't be staying away from you even for a moment"

"even if I irritate you to death" I asked challengingly

"even if you are my death, even then no one is taking to away from me" he replied with promise in his voice

"what will I do with you" his words have effect on me like nothing else

"whatever you wish, I'm all yours and no one is changing it"

I didn't knew what to say I was too overwhelmed to think of anything else so I just stayed silent

"I love you Ashi and you will forever be mine and I yours" his voice held so much of confidence that it left no space for doubt.

"I love you too" was all I could say

"but I love you more" he said playfully

And our playful battering went on. We kept on talking for hours about nothing and everything all we knew was that he love me and I loved him and rest we will handle together. I never thought love could mean so much in life......if I was told 5 years ago that I would fall so deeply in love then I would have just laughed on their face. But now wen I am seeing it feeling it there is just nothing else I would trade this feeling for....Shiven filled up the hollowness in my life which I did no knew was there until he came and filled it. He was just my hope for more. Before him I just though myself to me someone not fit for love but after he came in my life he showed me that a person like me can also love and not all relations are meant to be burden which we had to bear through our life like I had always seen it as but it can be a beautiful bonding between two people who are together with each other because they have to but because they love to be together. He gave a new perspective to my way of seeing life and relations.... He taught me to face things and not run away by becoming my strength.....he was not just the love of my live he was my SALVATION.

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I'm so very sorry for updating so late....i know you all must be hating me i hate myself too for keping you all waiting.