Moving to LA was such a big sacrifice. It feels so vast. I am a new girl in a new town. But this is not an ordinary town, Arden. You left everything to chase dreams. You're being a big girl, that's great, but wow it's really hard. Shake those negative thoughts away. What a way to start your day. I thought you're going to face these challenges head on and with a positive outlook? Okay lazy bones, get up.
It's another day. Breathe in, breathe out. Two auditions for today. This is the daily grind for an aspiring actress and model like me. Why did I even choose this career?
Growing up in Texas, I faced bullies for being myself. I shouldn't let anybody make me feel like crap. I have to prove to myself that I can do what others do, maybe even better. But it is tough to get out of the mold that this industry shaped us in. I want to change that. What a dream. In a parallel universe, maybe.
It's nice to be in the shower and be lost in these thoughts but might as well get dressed or be late. Wait, I still have to make my lunch. Shit, it's already 7:47?! How much time did I waste on my shower thoughts? Okay, so it's a Starbucks espresso and bagel sandwich again then. I don't like this day already.
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Him&Her: A Ryan and Arden Fanfiction
RomanceHER: The past few weeks were a crazy blur. I worked with this guy who's quite famous on Youtube because of his skits. He's such a dork. But he's really fun and smart and nice. And cute. I think I kinda melt when he smiles. Eew. That's so cheesy, Ard...
