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insecure | p.s.

insecure | p.s.

Stefan: you looked in the mirror and sighed, turning to side and seeing your belly. it was huge - being just seven months. you ran your fingers along the stretch marks, a tear escaping your eye. when you had gotten pregnant the third time, stretch marks started to form and now you felt like your body was ruined. stefan had walked in and you wiped your face quickly, going into the closet. "hey, are you okay?" he asked and you nodded, not trusting your voice. "no you're not, you can tell me," he said wrapping his arms around your waist, resting his chin on your shoulder. "i have stretch marks, and they make my body look ugly," you said and he turned your around. "babe, those marks show everyone that you are a mother and you're gorgeous with or without them." he said kissing you.

Damon: you were going to go out with damon tonight, and just have a date night. you wanted to wear your favorite heels but your ankles were too big. "what the hell?" you said, annoyed that your foot wouldn't fit properly. your emotions got the best of you and you started to cry. "what's taking so long?" damon asked, not seeing your tears. "my fucking feet are too big," you cried and he walked over to you. "hey, it's okay," he said and you shook your head. "i can't wear any of my shoes, besides those ugly flats," you said looking over at the under-dressed flats. "then let you wear flats. you still look amazing! besides, i don't want you wearing heels, you can hurt yourself," he said and you nodded, wiping your tears carefully.

Jeremy: you were stressing out, at your job you always ended up messing something up. all the work you had to do wasn't helping with that stress either. your boss always found a way to bring you down and you had second guessed yourself a lot more. you walked into your house and jeremy greeted you at the door, with julian. you greeted him back and played with your son for a little bit, before going to bed and crying it out. jeremy walked in a laid down next to you, "it's okay," he whispered rubbing your back. "they just make me feel stupid. like i've messed up at least two things this entire week," you cried. "look at me," he said and you looked up at him. his thumbs ran over your tears, wiping them from your face. "you're the smartest person i know! so what you messed up, you're pregnant and tired all the time," he said kissing you, and continuing to cuddle you.

Klaus: you were suppose to be going to another ball with klaus. you struggled getting your dress over the baby bump but you did it. you stood in front of the mirror, looking at how fat you were. "hey y/n, darling. are you ready?" he asked and you nodded wiping your tears. "yeah," you whispered walking away from him and putting on your earrings. "you're lying," he said walking over to you, almost touching you but you moved. "what's wrong beautiful?" he asked and you shook your head, tears falling. "don't call me that, please," you whispered and he walked over to you. "don't be silly. you can't possible think you're ugly. you're so pretty," he said walking over to you, and kissing you. he looked into your eyes for a minute and smiled, "god, i'm so in love with you," he said.

Elijah: aceline was being difficult and not going to sleep, it took elijah to come in a put her down himself. you walked to your kitchen, getting some tea - silently crying. "she's finally down!" elijah said, walking towards the kitchen. you quickly wiped the tears and walked over to stove, turning if off before the kettle went off. "that's great," you said, your voice cracking slightly. "oh no, what's wrong, my love?" he asked and you shook your head but he demanded that you tell him. "i just, i don't think that i'm a good mom," you said and he laughed slightly. "why? you're the best mom ever," he said and you shook your head. "i'm pregnant with our second child when our first one is barely turning one in a week. i can't even put her to sleep," you cried as he hugged you. "aceline, is a daddy's girl. elizabeth is most likely going to be a mommy's girl. and getting pregnant with another child before aceline was even a year old, that takes two," he said and you nodded. 

Kol: never would you have thought that you were having twins, but when you saw how big you got compared to being pregnant before - it made you extremely insecure. sure kol made you feel like you were the only one that he really loved, and made sure you knew that he thought you were gorgeous. he had cooked dinner for you and your kids, now it was time for them to go away so you two could have dessert. "okay, what's up?" kol asked sitting down next to you. "i don't know what you mean," you said and he rolled his eyes. "you took five bites of your meal," he said and you sighed. "i feel fat," you spilled. "baby, you're pregnant. with twins. of course you're going to be bigger than before! but you need to eat, to keep my babies and wife healthy," he said and you sighed. "alright," you mumbled. "besides, you and i both know that when these two come out. you're going to be so fucking sexy," he said kissing you.