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[i haven't updated in almost a month because i need ideas | this is a sad song so almost all of them are sad]

Stefan: you used to tell me that you loved me once. what happened, what happened?

you walked up to the house, debating whether you should knock on the door or not. you took in a deep breath and knocked on the door lightly. his familiar face appeared and he was surprised to see you there. "y/n," he said and you smiled. "hello, stefan," you replied waiting for an invite in. "what are you doing here?" he asked. "i'm here to talk to you," you told him and waited for a response but there wasn't any. you nodded and your lips formed into a line, you turned around to walk away but you heard him call after you. "look, you shouldn't have come," he said and you sighed. "i know that but i came anyway. i need to know if you still love me or if i should move on because i can't wai-" he cut you off. "you shouldn't wait for me," he said walking back inside before you could say another word. when you got to your car you started crying, wondering where everything went wrong. 

Damon: you can take this heart, heal or break it all apart. no, this isn't fair!

fight after fight, that was all you ever did and every time he said something that hurt you, he would leave. you loved damon and you wanted to give him one last chance to make everything better, but then you soon realized. "just stop!" he argued back and you furrowed your eyebrows. "i'm trying here, damon! i'm trying to make this work!" you said as calm as you could. "and i'm not? look y/n, i don't want to do this right now. we can argue some other time but i do not want to do this now," he said grabbing his jacket. "you walk out that door and no more chances. you can either make this better or don't, it's your choice," you said walking away. when you realized what was actually happening you walked to where damon was. "y/n," he groaned and you scoffed. "no damon! this isn't fair! you keep playing with my emotions and hurting me each time. you obviously don't want to make it better and i can't keep getting hurt. so i'm making the decision for you," you said grabbing your keys and walking out. 

Jeremy: you say i'm crazy and there's nothing wrong, you're lying and you know i know. 

"where have you been?" you asked as jeremy walked into the kitchen. "oh, you're up," he said and you nodded placing the cup of tea down. "yes, i'm up jeremy. waiting for you to get home," you told him very slowly. "well i am so you should go to bed now," he said dismissing you, "and you should stop waiting up for me all the time," he finished. "no you don't get to push me off, just like that! where were you?" you asked stubbornly. "with my friends," he replied. "bullshit. i called everyone and no one knew where you were! were you out with some girl?" you asked. "are you implying that i was sleeping with someone else?" he asked getting angry. you stayed quiet, unsure of what to say, "yes. have you been sleeping with someone else?" you asked calmly. "you're crazy! nothing is wrong all right," he said leaving you in the kitchen. deep down you knew something was wrong and he was lying about it all. 

Klaus: i could still be that place where you run, instead of the one that you're running from. 

every time klaus was angry or wanted to run, you tried to help but he would just push you away. someone had pissed him off earlier and here you were trying to make everything better. sure, you were his friend but you wanted him to be more than that.  "i need you to go home and leave me alone!" klaus yelled and you shook your head. "no, i will not. klaus, you need someone to be there for you, t-to comfort you! so no, klaus, i will not leave! and you can't compel me because i'm wearing and drinking vervain," you said. he let out a roar like sound and threw all sorts of decor onto the floor. you flinched slightly but not to much. "i don't need anyone!" he yelled. "clearly you do! you're alone and you need someone!" you yelled back. he sat down on the couch clearly frustrated at your argument, you walked slowly towards him and sat down. "you need someone that you can run to and that's me. i can be there for you and you don't have to run from me. that's what i've been saying or trying to tell you," you said and he grabbed you, pulling you in a for a kiss. 

Elijah: we used to never go to bed angry, but it's all we ever do lately. and you're turning away like you hate me, do you hate me?

"what a night," you said putting your clothes away in the hamper. elijah just nodded copying your actions. "okay," you whispered, getting into bed and grabbing a book to read. this was the third night that he had treated you like this, he was going to bed angry lately. it used to be full of smiles and sweet talks but he wouldn't even look at you now. "y/n, let's just go to sleep," he said turning around not facing you. you placed the book back on your nightstand and grabbed your pillow, getting up. you grabbed a blanket and started to walk out of your room before his voice stopped you. "where are you going?" he asked. "to sleep on the couch, i can't do this anymore. you're always mad at me and i don't know why. so i'm going try being the bigger person. i'll be out by morning," you said walking out of the room. 

 Kol: love me or leave me here.

you were confused about the relationship you had with kol. he was figuring out his feelings for you and his feelings for davina. you couldn't help but wonder constantly. it was the night of the mikaelson ball and he had invited both you and davina which made you feel uneasy. he was outside when you found him, "hello darling," he said making you blush at the nickname. "hi," you said standing next to him. "what's going on?" he asked and you turned towards him. "i was just about to leave," you said quietly. "why? has something happened?" he asked nervously. "no. i just - it's hard for me to - i can't be here with davina at the same time," you told him and he nodded, "it's either you love me or you leave me and love her. i don't have the time nor the energy to be in the middle of this anymore," you told him. he leaned in and kissed you. "i had someone take davina home. i choose to love you," he said and you smiled, kissing him again.