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song preference | lyin king

song preference | lyin king - jhene aiko 

[stefan and jeremy's might not make sense. sorry this song doesn't give very many options | this was originally suppose to be short paragraphs but some turned long - like all besides stefan and damon's | ya'll break up in this one btw]

Stefan: go around stealing them feeding them to your pride. 

he became a ripper and you didn't like that. you didn't know how to deal with it and it stressed you out on a daily. scared that he would hurt even more people, killing and then having the guilt. one night, you caught him and he didn't care; like he turned his humanity off. "why are you doing this?" you asked angrily and he rolled his eyes. "it's fun. i have joy in it," he said and you scoffed. "joy in hurting people? messing with most of their brains after? that's fun?" you asked and he nodded. "you take pride in it," you mumbled and he smiled, like you just got the 700$ question correct. 

Damon: if you don't learn, you'll never know a good thing.

you loved damon, but he had to learn that revenge will never help him life. recently, your best friend almost killed you - on accident - and damon grew furious, planning on killing her the minute she walked through the door. "damon! you need to relax!" you yelled at him. "relax? y/n, you want me to relax when y/bf/n almost killed you? i'm not relaxing," he said and you slapped him. "get this through your head damon, revenge isn't the answer to all your fucking problems! you need to learn how to control yourself or you'll be alone, again," you said walking out the door. you needed a break from damon, as much as you hated it - it was needed. 

Jeremy: did you ever stop and think that, i might really need that?

your break up with jeremy was bad, but in the end you both agreed to be friends. you grew close again but you didn't want to date him; he ended up spreading rumors about you and you got bullied. on a daily you were called a slut, hooker, and whore. one day you stopped going to school, going into the woods and staying the whole day there; no one saw you until you returned. "did you get knocked up while you were gone?" a jock asked at school and matt looked away not helping you, you turned around and saw jeremy there. you ran out of the school but he followed you. "leave me alone," you said to him. "y/n, i'm sorry. i blew this way out of proportion. i thought you were starting to like me again and i started this rumor about you. i didn't think it'd go on like this," jeremy said. you wiped around and slapped him, "really? i've lost everything because of you!" you yelled and he shook his head. "you just need a friend," he mumbled and you scoffed, raising both eyebrows. "really? and not for a second while this got even bigger did you stop and think that i would need a friend? wow jeremy gilbert, you really are the hot shot now aren't you. fuck you and your life," you said walking away, and going back to the woods. 

Klaus: okay so you just, go around breaking hearts just to see what is inside. 

klaus mikaelson, he was the devil. all your friends dated him and you were there through every single one of their break ups. of course you never dated klaus yourself but he really did fancy you. you hated him and how he broke all of your friends into pieces. "what do you want?" you asked annoyed, but you continued to write in your notebook. you were at the grill catching up on homework when klaus decided to join you. "you," he whispered and you rolled your eyes. "well your not going to get it so it's best you leave," you said and he smirked. "i fancy you y/n. i really do," he said and hummed. "so you go around breaking people - not physically but emotionally - just for fun? or what, because the girl you fancy doesn't like you back?" you asked and he smiled small. "pathetic," you said before getting up and leaving. 

Elijah: hope you find comfort in all of the lies that you told. 

elijah, the noble man - the man of his word. he was a liar. he told you that your brother [or sister] would never get hurt and you believed him. he told you that he loved you more than anything in the world and you believed him. he killed your brother [or sister], just so he could get his own back - he only dated you to get close to your brother [or sister]; and you found out by eavesdropping, not even my him himself. "y/n, i do love you!" elijah begged you not to leave and you smiled. "no you don't. you used me, what kind of love is that elijah? tell me please because you must be showing love from a different century," you said and a tear escaped his eye. "i'm sorry, i love you," he said again. "i'm not sure how up to date you are, but in the century that's not how you show love. i hate you elijah. i hate you - and i've never hated someone as much as i hate you. i hope you find comfort in all the lies that you've told. fuck you, you dickhead," you said walking out of the door and driving home, trying not to cry. 

Kol: i wish your mother loved you like i could've, that way you would've known how to love a woman. 

you loved kol but he never truly knew how to love a woman - or anyone of that matter. you wished his mom showed him how to treat a lady and love her properly, but apparently he never really learned. you had walked in on him and some redhead stripper. "y/n i'm sorry, please don't leave," he begged and you wiped a tear quickly. "kol, i can't forgive you right now. hell, i don't want to see you right now, but i need to take sometime," you said and he shook his head, "you need to find out how to love someone properly." he cried into your shoulder and you kissed his cheek, "be safe out there, my love," you said before leaving, once you shut the door behind you, you heard him crash and break down. he needed to know what it is to love someone, properly.