TVD | preferences

song preference | f u k

song preference | f u k - dyson ft. kiana brown 

[this is a just a song preference, don't come for my life | i also don't know where this was going anymore, so it kinda sucks - i just love this song so ]

Stefan: wasn't saying the truth, when i was staying with you; when the lights went off and her top came off, hard to listen with thoughts removed.

"i have to talk to you," stefan said walking into your house. "well hello to you, too," you said before closing the door. "can you sit down?" stefan asked turning around so you could get a clearer look of his face. "are you crying, what's wrong?" you asked walking over to him but he backed away from you. "i've been lying, to you," he said and you furrowed your eyebrows. "what are you talking about?" you asked. "the other day r/n came over and the lights went off, her top came off and-" stefan said tears falling down his face. "you cheated? why would you do that, stefan?" you asked your eyes watering. "i tried to stop but it was hard to listen to myself when-" you cut him off. "when you enjoyed every minute of it."

Damon: yeah, i lied to you but it kept from losing you, for a minute. but i saw that you still needed to find out i did it, yeah.

you walked up to damon's house, regretting what you were about to tell him. "oh hey, babe," damon said leaning against the door frame. "don't call me that," you said and he furrowed his eyebrows. "why? is something wrong?" he asked and you nodded, "oh, is it because you cheated on me?" he asked and you heart stopped. "i'm so sorry, i didn't mean too," you said and he nodded his head. "yeah see, if you would've told me instead of having me find out, maybe this situation would be better. but you're just stupid and pathetic, and worthless might i add," he spat at you and you closed your eyes, taking in the words. "i was going to tell you damon, i was. i just i couldn't because it kept me from losing you and i saw that you still needed to find out that i did it," you explained and he nodded his head slowly. "get out," he mumbled and you nodded, not wanting to argue with him. "i love you damon," you said before leaving. 

Jeremy: so tell me something, tell me something, cause i don't. i don't know what i would do with you gone. so baby, don't make me pay.

"don't leave me," jeremy begged and you shook your head. "why shouldn't i? you've been lying to me this entire time," you said. "it was just a kiss, it didn't mean anything," jeremy said and you rolled your eyes. "you remembered every detail of it! how does that not mean anything?" you asked. "i see you need time to calm down," he said getting up from the couch. you scoffed and shook your head, before looking at him. "need time to calm down? no jeremy, i never want to see you ever again! you shouldn't have lied," you said and he sighed, tilting his head back. "for crying out loud, it didn't mean anything! y/n, what don't you understand about that?" he yelled and bit the inside of your lip. "if it didn't mean anything, you would've told me. now you can leave and get the fuck out of my house," you said. 

Klaus: you fucked up, you fucked her in our sheets. you hurt me but not as bad as he hurts me, when he's on me.

"i'm so sorry, love," klaus said, keeping the distance between the two of you. you nodded your head, wiping the tears off your face. "say something," he begged and you scoffed, closing your eyes. "you know what klaus, it's okay," you said and he smiled slightly. "so we have a chance to fix this?" he asked and you shook your head. "no, you fucked up, you fucked her in our sheets!" you told him. "you said it was okay," he said, not understanding what you meant. "yeah, we're even now," you said and he furrowed his eyebrows. "what are you talking about?" he asked, raising his voice but you stayed silent. "answer me!" he yelled and you rolled your eyes. "you know klaus, this hurts. this hurts a lot but it doesn't hurt as bad as it did when he was on me," you said standing up and followed your actions. "you cheated on me?" he asked and you nodded. "i guess we both don't really care about each other," you said walking out of the house. 

Elijah: it's too late, it's too late. why with me when the bitch is on your bed, baby. it's too late, it's too late. just take it off and make her fall in love, baby.

you paced the living room back and forth, not sure if you saw that correctly. elijah was sleeping with r/n, and you had walked in on him. "y/n, you're home," elijah said walking into the living room, pulling his pajamas pants up to his hips. "yeah," you said and he nodded, "i don't need small talk, i just need to get my stuff," you told him. "look, it wasn't anything-" he said but you cut him off. "oh let me guess you guys took your shirts off and fell in love? i don't need a fucking explanation," you told him. "i can make it up to you," he said and you scoffed. "it's too late elijah, that fucking bitch is on your bed," you said still pacing the room. "y/n," he tried again but you rolled your eyes. "oh my fucking god, elijah, stop talking! just tell her to get dressed so i can go get my fucking stuff already!" you yelled and he nodded, walking back to his bedroom. 

Kol: and i know i sound crazy, i know you may hate me. but it wasn't the same as fucking you baby.

you couldn't believe what you were hearing. "so your saying you cheated on me multiple times, and you were uncomfortable because it wasn't me?" you asked, confused on why he would even say that. "exactly, it just was uncomfortable because it wasn't you," kol said and you scoffed, furrowing your eyebrows. "do you compel them afterwards? kill them?" you asked and he sighed, looking down. "i compel some, i drain the others," he said and you shook your head. "you're crazy," you said and he shook his head, walking over to you. you backed away from him, "it wasn't the same as fucking you, baby," he said walking closer to you. "what is wrong with you?" - you woke up gasping for air, you looked at kol who was sound asleep and you realized you had a nightmare.