It was 1:27 am when I looked at my phone. My wallpaper was our picture together. "Elijah. A very sweet name, but you're a real heartbreaker." Napangiti ako ng mapait.
We were high school buddies back then. Back then, yes bc now? We're strangers to each other. You were a big fat liar, Elijah. You're so unfair. You lied to me. I guess I'm not in some fairytale huh?
I still remember how I fell to your sweet fucking words, how you owned me and I still remember very clearly how you break my heart, how you ruined my life.
You told me you loved me, but you really don't. Fuck boy eh? Haha! What a sissy. I was lost. Lost for your love. 'Cause baby, I'm owned by you, Elijah. I can't change it.
Hindi ko napansin na tumulo na pala ang luha ko. Napatawa ako ng mapait. "Bakit ba ang hirap mag move on?" I sighed. Here I go again, drama mode. Hays. I contacted by best friend.
"Hey! Ano na namang problema mo aber? Bruha ka talaga! Ginising mo na naman ako! Huhu. Nasira ang aking beauty rest!" Hindi ako sumagot. Napangiti ako. Ang cute naman ng best friend ko. Haha. Naistorbo ko na naman pala siya.
"Hoy ano to?! Drunk call? Prank call? Jusko! Letse ka Alexiez!!" Napatawa ako ng mahina.
"Paano ba mag move on?" My best friend sighed.
"Friend, pang ilang beses mo na yan natanong sakin? Hindi ka ba napapagod? Tuwing gabi ka nalang umiiyak dahil sakanya. Go out from your comfort zone, missy. Wag kang mag isip ng kung ano ano. Just go with the flow. Ay nako! Ang mabuti pa magbasa ka ng story ni jonaxx sa wattpad! Wah! Queen J!!! Rozen mah babe!!!" Nailayo ko ang cellphone ko sa tenga ko at humagikgik ng marahan.
"Fine. Be sure na maganda ang mga stories nya ha! Kundi konyat ka sakin! Bye friend. Good night! Sorry sa abala. Thank you and I love you! Bye!" I hang up.
I was checking this 'jonaxx' from wattpad and wow! Daming followers and votes huh? Worth reading nga siguro talaga. I put all her stories to my library then nagisip ako kung ano ang uunahin kong basahin. Pero dahil ayokong nabibitin sa isang story. Binasa ko ang trilogy niya. The Until Trilogy.
I stopped reading. Una palang nasaktan na ako. Wow! Coincidence ba 'to? Elijah na naman? Nako, for sure heart breaker, manloloko, playboy, asshole, paasa, gago at total shit 'tong lalaki na ito.
But I was wrong.....
God, Elijah Riley Vasquez Montefalco! How could you be so perfect!
I was moved by the story. Feeling ko ako si Klare kasi wagas akong umiyak at kiligin sa UT. Grabe na! Ang OA ko! Haha. Somehow, I felt relieved. I don't really know why. Natapos ko ang UT at nag alarm ang phone ko ng 8:30. May inayos lang ako sa phone ko then,
It was 8:40 am when I looked at my phone. My wallpaper wasn't our picture anymore. Because I realized that yes, I am still lost. Not for your love but I am lost to see the world. And right now, I'm still owned by Elijah. Not you. But Elijah Montefalco, my soldier, my baby.
