April 15

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Okay, the first part of this chapter is gonna be a rant and there's gonna be some bad language so if u don't wanna read all that just skip it and you can choose to read all that happened today after I put ~•~•~•~•~•~

I'm done with adults, like honestly. They always think they're right and they think they know what's best for us, but no. We know. We can make decisions. We can do what we want. We don't need you controlling our every fuckin move. Now why did this suddenly come up? Because one of my tennis coaches said some shit and I'm just ready to fight him.

Lemme explain.

I was with Jennifer, my best friend, Carlos, her boyfriend, and Michael, my boyfriend, after school today. And we were all just sittin around, having a good time and all and I accidentally end up laying on Michael. And I legit was trying to get up but it was hard cuz the way we were positioned and the spot where we were laying. But my coach walked by right as I was laying on him and he said something (I don't really remember what) and then walked off. So I got off of Michael and we were all just sitting there and talking and hugging and kissing, you know, doing things that couples typically do. And my coach comes back and calls me and Jennifer over and I'm just like "oh my gosh, imma fight" 'cause I already knew that some dumb shit was gonna come out of his mouth.

So we go over there and coach is just like "hey, I'd like to talk to you ladies. So have you heard the saying there's a time and a place for everything? Well I don't think you guys should be acting that way here, or anywhere really." And I'm just there nodding but in my head I'm like "bitch, shut up." So anyways, he continued talking and he brought up how I was on Michael and I tried to explain that it was an accident and he just wouldn't listen and kept on blabbing on about his dumbass life lesson. So this lesson was just so fuckin long, like he talked to us for ten minutes straight, and I ain't trying to type all that mess out so imma type out the parts that he said that made me the most mad.

"I have a freshman daughter and if I saw her doing the stuff that y'all were doing, I'd probably pull her hair and drag her to the car and just yell at her."

Bitch, first off, that's assault. Second off, "the stuff" is just laying so...? Third, fight me. Fourth, you aren't my parent so I don't give a shit about what you think.

"I don't like the way they're treating you. Like the way they grab you. And I think that clouds your sense of right and wrong because you all know better. You know this isn't right."

1. "The way they're treating you." What do you even mean? Like they treat us perfectly and if they didn't, we'd be smart and get out of the relationship.
2. The way they grab us is the way couples grab each other so...fight me.
3. We know what's right and wrong. We can make our own decisions. If this is how we want our relationships to be, then back off and let us date how we want to.
4. This is right. May not seem like it to you 'cause you're just some stupid adult, but there's nothing wrong with this.

"I'm disappointed in you all."

K, cool.

"Do you think your parents would like this? They'd be disappointed."

My parents can't say shit about this because my dad impregnated my mom when she was either barely sixteen or almost sixteen. So they try to say shit I'll be like "bitch, what you tryna say? I ain't over here fucking this dude, I'm just dating him. Chill out. I ain't done nothing."

And if they're disappointed then okay, I have no regrets and if they can't accept my decisions then oh well.

So yeah, my coach needs to stay out of my personal life because I'm about to snap. Like I can't right now, imma fight him.

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Well today there was a tennis tournament and me and Jennifer were playing doubles. And guess what?! We won our first match with 8-0!!!!!! YASSSSSS! And it was against Austin too (a school with people I hate)!!!!!!

But then we lost our second match 3-8 to Chapin and man, we wanted to beat them so bad! But they were like a lot better than us so...at least we got 3 points~

The tournament lasted basically all day so~ not much to say~

We came back to school and sat on the courts while all the varsity was practicing and that was fun. Actually, the whole tournament and all was fun too.

Then that after school mess happened but oh well. I'm home now, I showered so I feel clean, and I'm ready to sleep.

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