So first imma write about yesterday and today and then imma put a break in my writing and then write about emotional shit, so if you don't feel like reading feelings stuff then just stop at the break.
So yesterday I went to practice and it was fine. Then I got news that my mom's dad was in an ambulance going to the hospital and tbh I didn't really care. I don't feel like explaining why I didn't care, but let's just say that me and my mom went to see him and he's fine. Then I don't even know what I did after that 'cause that took up most of the day.
Today I woke up, watched TV, took a nap, went to take care of my mom's coworker's adorable dogs, ate rice and spam, showered, and now I'm here.
So yeah.
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So emotions.
They're just something that you can't really control and it sucks.
Do you ever just see something that's probably nothing but somehow it just breaks you and pushes you?
I've been so optimistic lately. I've been loving the single life and I've just been doing good. It's all just an act tho. Me being okay, it's not real. And I saw something that just broke me down. All this fake optimism I've been having, it just shattered it.
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My Life
RandomI know that no one will read this book, but I feel like writing right now and a lot of things online just say to write about yourself. So, in general, this is going to be about my life, from my point of view.
