Chapter 4 - Confused
Bea's POV
Weeks passed. UAAP S78 ended already. We got our 3rd championship.
At eto ako ngayon, nakahiga sa kwarto ko. We have 3 days left before kami bumalik ng training but I'm still stuck here at home. Everyone's schedule is occupied, wala akong mahatak umalis. So I decided to go to the Cinema alone, since sanay naman akong mag-isa.
"Batman V Superman po ate."
"Ilan po ma'am?" Tangina ni ate. Halatang halata naman na mag-isa lang ako diba. Sa isip isip ko.
"Isa lang po ate."
After that I bought some foods. Then I suited myself sa upuan ko. Pinatay na ilaw...The movie is about to start ng may mamataan ako. Its, Jeanine & Thirdy. Hanggang dito ba naman? Guess what, sa harap ko pa umupo. They didn't saw me.
Tangina I can't focus. I thought.
At dahil sa sobrang curious ko makinig sa pinag-uusapan nila. Kunwari nahulog ko yung bottled water. "Oops."
"Hindi ako yung movie, Thirdy."
"Its okay. I'd love to watch you rather than watching the movie." Gago ang corny.
I faked a cough. Napatingin sila. I shooked my head kaagad para hindi nila ko makilala.
After the movie. I went into my car already. At punyeta guess what? Katabi ko kotse ni thirdy. Buti tinted sasakyan ko and thank god dumating 'to nung wala na kami. So it means he doesn't know na ako yung nasa loob.
At dahil sa sobrang stress ko. Napunta ko ng Tagaytay. Yup, just to have coffee. Away from the noise. Away from them.
I don't know what is happening to my life right now, but one thing is for sure. Napakagulo. What is this? Habang nag-iisip ako may kumalabit sakin.
"Bea?" Fuck.
"Manong? Haha hi?" With matching kamot ulo.
"Bakit ka mag-isa dito? Ang layo naman ng narating mo? Mula Katip hanggang Tagaytay?"
"Soul searching lang, Manong. Parang kailangan ko ata. Ikaw ba? Sino kasama mo?"
"Isang Beadel nag-ssoul searching? Bago yan ha! Si Dani kasama ko. Nako! Matagal na kong kinukulit non sayo. Tawagin ko muna."
Hanggang dito ba naman? May bakas padin ng Ravena. Jusme.
"Omg Ate Bea! You're so pretty talaga. I really hate kuya for letting you go."
"Baliw ka. Masaya na si kuya mo ngayon. At ikaw, wag ka muna mag boyfriend!" We both laughed. I missed this kid.
"Bakit ka nga pala mag-isa dito ate?"
"I watched Batman V Superman kanina. Eh I need a chill place. Tyaka wala naman akong ginagawa, so why not diba?"
"Omg nanuod din si kuya niyan! He's with Jeanine nga eh. Tyaka I can't cope up with Jeanine's groove. There's something I like about her but there's also something I hate about her."
"She's nice, Dans. Try to understand her more, aight? Let's go na, gagabihin pa tayo. Lagot ako kay Manong kapag hindi kita nauwi ng maayos!"
Nandito na kami sa harap ng gate nila.
*Beep beep*
"Dani ikaw ba yan?" Bumaba na si Dani. Binaba ko window ko.
"Sorry natagalan, Thirdy. Traffic kasi along the way eh."
"Oh, Bea..."
"Ano? May sasabihin ka pa ba? Cause I need to go home na."
"Can we talk?"
May magagawa pa ba ko? Bumaba ako sa kotse. May malapit na park sa bahay nila. We went there.
"Just wanted to say sorry sa nangyari last time. It was rude, I know. I'm sorry."
"Wala yun. Sus. Yun lang ba?"
"I have one question. I hope you could answer. Ano nangyari satin?" Inayawan mo ko, gago.
"Let's just say that nag bago ang ihip ng hangin at tinangay papalayo yung pag-ibig mo sakin. Hindi mo kasi sinabay sa panahon yung pagiging malamig mo sakin. Kaya siguro ganon. I have to go na, hinahanap na ko sa bahay." I just smiled at him like that question didn't get into me.
Ano pa bang halaga ng sagot ko sa tanong niya? As if it'll change everything thats happening right now...
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Sad beh. Always trying to improve my creativity to this story. Hahahahaaha vote & comment.
Love, j. X
