We arrived home about midday after dropping Lisa back off at her parents. In the car she painted her nails to make it more believable but honestly I think she was trying to chock us to death. Lisa kept taking quick glances at me, she was acting like this was the last day I'd spend with her, but in one way I was treating her the same way.
"I love you" Lisa spoke sadly
"I love you too" I spoke removing the necklace I never take off from my neck and I handed it too her
"No" she spoke, I pushed the necklace towards her
"Look after it for me" I smiled, I was wishing that the comment would be true but I knew the line of living and dying was thin and it could easily go south anytime soon
Nate kills himself tonight. I find out tomorrow that he killed himself last night but I don't know what time he decided to do it. I snuck out of my house and take my mothers car and drive away before she could stop me.
Minutes later I pull up at a large house that I've slept in before. I take a quick look in front of the house and notice that Nate's car isn't here yet. He isn't home. I parked near the house but not too obvious that I was watching.
My eyes stared at the house, I don't think I blinked as frequently as a normal person, I was too fixated by staring at Nate's house, my eyes recording everything I saw. My hands were clutching the drivers wheel so hard my knuckles were turning white, my stomach had a sick feeling. Nate was going to kill himself and I am desperate to save his life and my own.
I had been sitting here for an hour and nothing had happened. I looked at the clock and found the time was 3:15 which meant that school has more or less finished and he would be making his way back to his house from school. I didn't know how Nate killed himself, please don't be blood. I wont be able to handle anymore blood. Do you remember the day where I sliced my wrist open to get 7 pints of my blood? No? Well it was fucking 4 days ago.
"Fuck" I muttered as Nate drove passed me
Nate pulled himself out of the car carelessly, like he didn't care anymore. Once he grabbed a bag out of the back of the car, I instantly thought it was rope. Please don't be rope. Once he entered the house I took a long Sharp breath and exited the car. My arms hugged my body as I started to approach his house, My heart was sobbing begging to run away but my head was controlling this party.
I knocked on the door to be faced with Nate's mother "Hannah?" she smiled pulling me into a hug and I hugged her back "What are you doing here?"
"I wanted to see Nate" I smiled at Kristen
"He's in his room, I would tell you were it was but you already know" she smiled, playfully winking at me
I walked up the familiar stairs to find myself standing in front of his bed room door, I opened it bracing myself for Nate dangling from the celling. but he wasn't there. I inspected the room when I heard something drop. I walked into the bathroom to find Nate unconscious in the bath tub completely clothed.
"Help" I screamed at the top of my lungs
I jumped into the bath pulling Nate's head up and turning on the shower before ramming my fingers down his throat resulting in him starting to throw up some of the pills
"Oh my-" Kristen gasped horrified
"Call an ambulance" I screamed, tears staining my face
I kept ramming my fingers down his throat every time he vomited he released 2-3 pills, I kept pushing my fingers down his throat until nothing else would come up. The water ran over us as his head flopped onto my lap.
"Hannah" He whispered
"I'm here, I'm not leaving you" I spoke stroking his hand, awaiting the ambulance
The ambulance arrived 5 minutes later, transporting Nate, His mother and me to the hospital. The water from the shower soaked me head to toe but I didn't care. I stood in the waiting room, my body completely soaked. That's when a nurse approached me.
"These are for you sweetheart" she smiled passing me the clothes
"Thanks, Can you watch her for me please?" I asked looking at a crying Kristen she nodded
I changed into the leggings and long shirt as quick as I could, when I arrived back at the waiting room I found Nate's father and sister hugging Kristen,
"Hannah" Lily-Ann cried hugging me, I hugged her back "You can cry if you want, I know you love him"
I smile but didn't object, I hugged her back both of us crying. We sat back down and we were waiting for about 2 hours. Kristen and Carl were holding hands and talking quietly and Lily-Ann was sleeping in my lap.
Once the Doctor appeared I shook Lily-Ann awake and we almost run to the doctor with Kristen and Carl.
The doctor picked his words carefully "Who made Nate be sick?" he asked
"I did" I replied, keeping my eyes on the doctor
"You saved his life" He spoke "Which one is Hannah?"I looked back up and he smiled "He wants to see you"
"I can't, let his family see him first" I spoke looking at Kristen and Carl
"We will see him after you" Kristen smiled "Now go tell our son you love him" I nodded and followed the doctor.
We walked down an empty corridor until he stopped by a door, opening it for me. I peered in hoping not to see him hooked up at a bunch of machines, but he wasn't. He laid there looking like normal Nate, my Nate.
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Saving him!
Teen FictionHannah Jenkins is a good girl, who has a run in with death. Death asks Hannah if she could would she prevent someone's death? Hannah tells death that what was supposed to happen will happen, until Nate Gilbert kills himself. Hannah instantly blames...
