Saving him!

Chapter 20 : Must be awkward Tuesday

I woke up before Lisa and Felicity which was nice because the girls stayed up with me most the night saying how 'Nate doesn't deserve me' and 'you'll be fine, plenty more fishes'. Since what happened last night Lisa hadn't told me how me and Nate are fated and all that bull crap which I already know is true because I talk to death, literally not figuratively.

I left the room in a shirt that I borrowed off my friend jarred and black stretchy shorts that felicity didn't see me pack, such a better pyjama choice.

I know people may call me attention seeking but I doubt anyone would be awake at 6 when they have a day for themselves. I ended up walking to the cafe and grabbing a cup of coffee and sitting by a window on the floor that my room was stationed.

I watched the snow flakes generally glide before hitting the floor. I never realised how beautiful and unique snow flakes were until that moment that all I wanted to do was zone out and think of anything else, anyone.

I turned around to see Mrs Goodie approaching me, with a smile plastered on her face.

"Morning Mrs goodie" I smiled

"Call me Audrey, good morning Hannah" she spoke sitting across from me

I never really looked at 'Audrey' as anyone else other than my principle. She was quite young early thirties. She had red hair and fair skin which complimented her blue eyes which was make-up less. She would normally have some eyeliner and mascara but right now, in this moment she was completely bare.

"Are you okay?" She asked drawing my attention from the window once again

"Just thinking" I smiled

"Anything I could help with?" She questioned, I'm having a feeling she already knows

"I think that I'm falling for someone who won't catch me" I muttered looking back out the window

"Hannah, you never know if your going to be catches unless you trust in yourself and fall. You can prevent the inevitable. Somehow you will fall for this person and whether or not your caught we will have a life lesson. Fall in Love and have your heart broken until it doesn't hurt as much" she smiled before standing up and walking away

Who could have known talking to your principle for 5 minutes would make you feel so much better than you did before. Audrey was right in a way but I'm afraid that this love will prevent me from loving anyone else. Argh what's wrong with me! Screw you love and shit- your ruining my life! I thought.

I arrived back at my room to find Felicity gone and Lisa and Chris making out in our bed. In the bed I sleep in.

"Oh-my-God" I breathed, Lisa and Chris pulled away, their face becoming redder.

I ran beside my bed and grabbed some clothes and ran back out of the room. Knocking on the opposite door who notice my change in mood.

"Hey" she spoke surprised opening the door

"Can I get dressed in your room, Lisa is making out with Chris in my bed" I answered in one breath

"Yeah" she spoke opening the door wider for me to enter

I quickly got changed in the bathroom, washing my face to clean the sleep away.

I was wearing jeans and a lose top covering my stomach. I exited the bathroom to see the girl on her phone.

"Mum I'm fine, I've got to go- love you" then she hung the phone up

"Hannah" I spoke

"Christen" she replied laughing "You should just kiss him"

"Ah okay, I'm going to go- football will be on now" I smiled leaving her room and making my way to the lounge

The lounge was full of jocks and a few other guests- no girl but me. I walked over to a few of the jocks that seemed nice and the looked at me awkwardly.

"Hannah what are you doing here?" A guy call Gareth asked

"Watching the game" I replied, squishing between him and the sofa arm

The game started and we were losing. I watched 54 minutes of bullshit when we were losing. Come on! Whip their ass!

It was now 25 minutes left and it was 4-2 in favour of the other team. We started scoring- a lot.

It was the last minute of the game and if we get this point we win "come on" I yelled viciously followed by a few guys shouting yeah- I'm just glad we support the same team.

When the clock timed down the football hit the floor. It was 6-7. We won. We actually won. Every senior in the lounge flew to their feet, bouncing into each other's arms celebrating our win.

I slowly walked back to the room to watch a movie that felicity asked me- I'm watching the fucking Notebook. It was 8 o'clock when the film finally finished, we decided we wanted food.

Tonight the food was Shepard pie with vegetables. VEGETABLES. I had some pie and peas which is the only veg that I can tolerate.

I noticed a few glances from Nate and his friends but avoiding them, looking uncomfortably at the walls. I could still feel their eyes bore into me.

"I'm going to go to bed" I smiled getting up

"What about cake?" Lisa asked "You love cake"

"Just bring me some up please. I don't want to be down here- with him" I spoke walking away.

My shoes clicked as I exited the dining room, keeping my eyes forward and my intentions hidden. I didn't want to get away from him. I wanted to run away from my feelings.

I continued walking pushing back the tears that was threatening to run through my makeup. I will not cry over Nate anymore but I am going to save him so even though I have feelings for him- I have to bury them deep deep down. All I want to do is save him.