Fight for me (boyxboy)

Just a normal day

Warning: I will not be aware if I'm stealing stuff from another book, so if you think that's what I'm doing, it's not true okay? I don't steal parts, so please don't be mad at me. And there well be swearing in this book, along with some sexual stuff;) damnnnn

And for those who are reading 'Angel eyes' don't worry about that book, I'm not done with it yet, I just thought I'd post this chapter, because I started making this book before I even made my other book, I hope you enjoy it though:)
Enjoy loves>
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August's (point of view)

I sat on the edge of the building, I watched as high school kids ran around with there friends, laughing and just playing around, some where jocks, some where cheerleaders, some where Rebels, some where just normal kids walking around trying to get there way out of school, and me? I was just sitting up on the tall building, wishing to jump off, to end it all, but I couldn't, I needed to stay strong for my older brother, my younger brother and my parents.

I was a gay boy outside the closet, I did almost see Narnia, but I never got far enough to see it, it sucked, I wanted to visit the place to see the unicorns and rainbows. Hmmm, I also wanted to see if there was any hot guys there. Oh how a gay boy can dream.

The bell rang, signaling the end of lunch break, I got up and stood at the edge, I closed my eyes.

"Just stay strong, you can get through this." I whispered to myself, I sighed and jumped off the edge, I walked to the door and opened it, walking down the steep stairs, I opened the door to a loud hallway, kids running around trying not to be late for there first class, I didn't really care if I was late, what was the point in trying?

"Hey faggot." I closed my eyes turning around, I opened them, only to see Jesse tanner, the biggest jerk you'll ever meet, he was a pretty big jerk alright, but he was pretty small for his personality, I was 3 inches taller than him, I stood at 6'3 while he stood at 6'0,  yeah he was shorter, but he was my bully also, he had his followers around to protect him. Prick.

"Do you need a life Jess?" Jesse growled as his little followers came close to me, I already  knew what was gonna happen, I dropped my stuff and felt a punch to my jaw, making me stumble back, I felt another punch to my stomach, groaning as they all started to hit and kick me.

"You can kick a little harder boys, your kicks are quite girly." I managed to get out as they started to kick harder, soon after that, they left me laying there, I sat up and watched as they disappeared  into a classroom, I grabbed my books and went to my class. Late.

Soon after school ended, I got in my car and made sure to go to the hospital for a check up, I got my results and thanked Taylor, my hot doctor, who was apparently, sadly married, he asked me about my bruises but I told him not to worry, I didn't want him to know about me getting beat. I just didn't like telling my secrets to anyone.

I got home to see Brady tickling my little brother Weston, they stopped once they heard the door close, "August!" Weston's small voice called, he ran up and jamp onto my leg, I smiled down at him as he giggled, "hey bro." Brady said sitting down on the couch exhausted, I lifted up Weston and made my way over to the couch. "Hey." I said back sitting with Weston on my lap.

"Did you go to the doctors for a check up?" Weston asked sadly as he saw the bandage on my arm, I nodded smiling down at his little cute face, he pouted, "big brower, you need to stay strong and stay alive! You can fight it!" He said sternly using his best little kid voice, I chuckled, "I'll try bud." Weston got off my lap as he heard my fathers voice, I'm guessing he went to go welcome him back home.

"Why are there bruises on your arm?" Brady asked curiously, I looked down and shrugged, "I fell." I lied, Brady rolled his eyes, "right and I like boys." He spoke, sarcasm in his voice.

"Awe really?" I ask, Brady sighed annoyed, "fuck.no."

"Brady watch your mouth!" My dad yelled from the kitchen, Brady rolled his eyes at my fathers stern voice, mumbling something about him being '23'

Brady's father came into view holding Weston on his side, am I confusing you?

Let me explain real quick, Brady's father got together with my father, both our moms where homophobics, once my mom found out I was gay as well, she kicked me out and let my father take full custody of me, after I moved in Brady started treating me like his own little brother, he treated Weston like that too, Weston was my biological brother, he was really close to me, like I was his second father.

And also his older brother, I loved my new family, we always joked around about random stuff, we even made fun of Brady for being straight, but he got even with us and said that his line was as straight as ares.

I enjoyed those fun nights.

Dinner had past by, and I was now in my room, typing on my computer, I was writing a letter.

To the people I hate and Love .

Dear friends, family and bullies.

Im not sure if your reading this or not, but I'm dead now and you guys need to accept the fact of that, be happy and move on with your life, dad that goes for you too, I don't want you to be upset, I want to see you smile, just a small smile is okay for me, and for Brady and Weston? Brady protect Weston for me and give him a little hug, and Weston, buddy, stop crying and be happy, you still have Brady to protect you, I'll still be by your side, seeing you capture your first love, anything you do will make me happy bud, and same goes for you too Brady boy, get a girlfriend and get her pregos! (Not literally,) but just get one and make her happy.

And for my bully's, I hate every single one of you, be happy that I even mentioned you in this.

I finished typing, making sure to save the note, I closed my computer and made my way over to my bed, I layed down.

Was I a little harsh to my bully's about my death note? Yes, did I care at the point? Nope.

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Sorry it sucks I know, but hey, who can really blame me? I never made a gay book in my life, I'm going to try my best though, and I hope you like it:)

Date; 16.05.04