Fight for me (boyxboy)

Invitation from jesse tanner?

August's point of view

I sat on the couch with Brady and Weston, Brady was with his girlfriend, Weston was with his new apparent little boyfriend, they looked so cute together, Weston being a little shorter then him, Alan was a cutie, his orangish hair, almost looking red, but not slightly.

I felt like a third wheel next to them, they where all cuddling, and I was cuddling with my...well my knees, at least I knew my knees loved me, and they didn't move, I was okay with that I guess, quite depressing, but it's okay, I won't let my sadness show! I'm very smart! I'm as smooth as a baby's butt!

"Hey August, you kinda look lonely, why don't you ask Jonah to come over?" Brady asked, looking smug as everyone turned to me, I blushed and looked down, "nah, I'll be fine, just fine, totally don't feel lonely, I'm just wonderful all over here by my lonesome." Brady raised and eye brow while Weston and Alan giggled. I sighed in annoyance and got up, "I'll be on my way then, imma go get my phone and see if I got any missed calls."

I slowly got up and gave a dramatic wave, making sure to flip my fake hair, I walked out of the living room and made my way upstairs to my bedroom, I went straight over to my jour where I kept my phone and grabbed it, I typed in my password and saw that I had a message from someone on Facebook, I quickly opened it and was shocked to see it was from Jesse.

10 minutes ago he messaged me asking me to go to a family BQ, I wasn't so sure about it though, I thought he hated me? Didn't he? Why would he even invite me over anyways? I'm sure his family wouldn't like me, I'm not all that special, just a teenager with cancer, one that won't live that long.

Speaking of cancer, I haven't actually been to a doctors appointment in awhile now, I'll half to go next week.

I sighed and decided to answer Jesse.

A-sure, were is it gonna be? And what should I wear?

He answered me back 2 minutes later with a simple reply.

J-wear anything you please, and it's at my house, it's already started so come anytime you want to.

I put my phone away and decided to shower quickly, I got my towel and cloths ready, I went over to the bathroom and got in, I got undressed and turned the shower on, I soon got in and let the water fall down my body like rain. I've always wanted to stand in rain naked, but I always thought it would have been awkward.

After getting showered and dried I got dressed into my track pants, they went skinny on the ankles and that's what I liked about them, I grabbed my button up shirt and put it on, buttoning it up, I left two unbuttoned and grabbed my beanie, slipping it on over my wet hair, I nodded at myself.

"I sure know how to make a man look so smexy." I winked at myself and walked out of the bathroom, making sure to grab my phone, I walked down stairs and put my white vans on, I went into the kitchen where I'd find my dad and Ricky, they both where kissing, awe so cute.

"Dad I've been invited to a BQ and I probably won't be home tile late, I'll see you guys later." My dad stopped kissing Ricky to nod at me, he gave me a big grin and told me to have fun, I waved to them and walked out, making my way to the door.

I got into my car and started it, backing out of my driveway and making my way down the street, why was Jesse even inviting me over? I was so confused, he hated me, something had to be wrong, because you don't just invite your sore enemy over to your house for a BQ.

Was it because of the kiss?

Was he planning my death?

Oh god, I hope so, I know I sound suicidal, but I'm not, I just don't wanna live on this earth anymore.