Doubt and answers

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Augusts point of view

               "August will you be my boyfriend?"

Shock shot through me as I heard Jesse speak those words, those 6 words that left me in total shock to even answer him, what the actual fuck? Jesse tanner just asked me out, and I haven't even answered back yet, should I answer back? Should I say yes?

I wasn't really sure, I had a bad feeling about this, i don't know why, Jesse was cute and hot and all but, my thoughts were on Jonah, but why? Why my bestfriend? Why was I thinking of him while Jesse fucking tanner just asked me out?

Why did my heart ache? Knowing if I said yes I would feel guilty way after,


"August?"

"Yes, yes Jess I would love to."


Jesses face lit up and imiditaly he jumped onto me and kissed me, I was in shock that he accepted the fact that he just jamp onto to the guy he bullies in high school and just kissed him.

I started to kiss him back knowing he'd be offended that I haven't kissed back yet, his lips were soft and plump, yummy tasting, but not the kind that I wanted. Why don't I like kissing Jesse? Why am I acting this way towards him? Why the fuck is there so much questions?

"Come on, we better get back to my family." We both walked out holding hands, as we reared  the living room where you can hear laughing and talking, Jesse let go of my hand with a guilty smile, "sorry, I'll have to tell my parents later on tonight when everyone's gone."  I nodded in understandment and walked into the room, Jesse following.

"August Jess!" Copeland yelled with a smile, Jesse looked excited to tell her about something as he dragged her out of the room. I stood in the room awkwardly as everyone chatted to eachother.

"Hey augy." A husky voice whispered next to me, I turned to see a blonde boy, is who I'm guessing to be Wyatt, I smiled at him and replied with a "hey." Back, I turned to find Jesse glaring daggers into wyatts back, huh....I wonder why.

"Are you single?" He asked, I thought back to Jesse asking me out and smiled, I shook my head and saw Wyatt frown, "oh well that's to bad."

"August? You ready to head home?" Jesse asked as he returned from talking with copeland, I nodded standing up, Jesse huffed up trying to act tall which I thought was amusing, seeing as he only made it to my size instead of being taller, "I hate it how your taller then me, but I also like it because it suits you." Jess mumbled as we walked out, I chuckled grabbing his hand in mine.


"Are you just gonna come hang out or something?" I asked as we stopped at my car, Jesse nodded getting in the passengers seat, "okay." I said with a sigh hopping in, I turned the engine on   Backing out of the drive way, with a grin I zoomed off down the street towards my house, Jesse grabbed my hand squeezing it as I stopped at a stop sign, checking for cars to see if any are coming, when I saw none I drove off  down another street.

"So are your parents home?" Jesse asked as I turned down my street, I shrugged not knowing if my dads were both home, nor did I know about Brady and Weston.

"I have no idea, but um, I have this concert that's coming up, and I'm not sure if Jonahs coming or not, but if he isn't, do you want to go with me?" I asked just remembering I had that Chelsea grin concert to go to in a few days. I turned to Jesse as I parked my car in the parking lot of my house. Jesse grinned and smiled nodding quickly.

"That could be considered a first date." He laughed, I laughed with him and nodded getting out of the car, Jesse followed me as I walked up my drive way, seeing both my dads cars and Brady's, nervousness hit me, bringing home a boyfriend was like world war 3, it wasn't the best when both my dad and Brady were over protective.

I opened the door to my house hearing the normal loudness, "I'm home!" I called, the boys came rushing around the corner, both running high speed towards me, I squeezed my eyes waiting for the impact of a crash, "augy! I missed you!" Weston cheered, I rolled my eyes as both Brady and Weston squished me to death.

"I've only been gone for an hour." I said to them with a small chuckle, Brady and Weston let go of me and smiled innocently, "so! It's weird without you!"

Brady then turned to Jesse with a raised brow, "who's dis?" He asked, and not in the nicest way either, I looked to Jesse to see his nervous smile, "Brady go get dad." I said grabbing jesses hand, Brady glared at Jesse along with Weston, the two mistrief kids ran off to go get dad. I sighed shaking my head, turning to Jesse with a reassuring smile, I dragged him to the living room were Ricky sat reading a news paper, when he heard us enter he put the newspaper down and gave us a friendly smile.


"Hi August, who's this?" He asked with a friendly smile towards Jesse, see this is what I love about Ricky, hes more layed back then dad and Brady, he doesn't go out of his way to glare at any boy that decides to come into my life.

"Jesse this is my step dad, Ricky, and dad meet Jesse, my boyfriend." Ricky stood up and took out his hand to shake his, Jesse looked relieved and shook it with a smile of his own, "nice to meet you kid, and be prepared for his dad, he can be a total-"

"Ricky Stevens! Don't you dare!." Dad growled sassily, Ricky smiled sheepishly at my had who had a hand on his hip, I snickered but stopped once my dad looked to me with a dead stare, "and who's dis?" Dad asked looking to Jesse with a raised brow, I laughed nervously and grabbed jesses hand.

"Dad this is my boyfriend, Jesse, Jess, this is my dad, Robby." Jesse smiled nervously as my dad glared harshly, walking over to Jesse he stood tall, 6'6 can kill you if your only 6'1, I feel so bad for Jesse, but then again, he's the one that wanted to come over. "Nice.to.meet.you." Dad said through gritted teeth, oh god! He was gonna kill him, "dad-"

"If you so much as think of hurting MY son, you won't be alive, and if you so much as touch him in the wrong place IN MY house, you won't live to see the world as it is today." Dad said with a growl, Ricky sighed and pulled dad away as he protested as staying to keep an eye on Jesse. I rolled my eyes as they walked into the kitchen, "eat!" Ricky said sternly, I chuckled as I turned to Brady, he was glaring at Jesse intensely along with Weston.

"Guys! Be nice." I said sternly, both the boys 'Hmp' and walked out, Brady came back and glared at Jesse, "you hurt my brother and your dead." He then turned around and walked out of the room, following Weston into the kitchen.

I turned to see Jesse with a reddened face, not of anger, but of scared ness, "sorry about them, and sorry you had to meet them so soon." I mumbled of embarrassment, God! Why did they have to be so protective!

"It's alright, not the first time I've met overly protective parents and an older brother." Jesse said with a chuckle, I smiled, dragging him towards my room, "yeah, just don't get on my dads bad side or Brady's and you'll be fine." I said as we entered my room.

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