no sign of him.
my brain tells me it's because he's busy. he's at camp, and at camp, you do many things. no time for texting other irrelevant people. no time to socialize apart from the participants. that's why he's not texting.
but my heart says it's because he saw the girl from his past. the girl he says he moved on from. the girl he once loved.
what if that love came back? what if he realizes he was wrong back then and he falls for her again?
call me paranoid. but you can't blame me. put yourself in my shoes and you'll see.
call me paranoid. i'm thinking of what's going on now. whether they're talking. trying to catch glimpses of each other. in little hopes of becoming what was once a blossoming relationship in the past. i think that maybe when he comes back, i'll be forgotten and he will, once again, dedicate his time to a girl who had his heart broken. a girl who, i think, doesn't deserve a boy like him.
call me paranoid. but can you blame me and my thoughts in this unearthly hour? trying to fall asleep but instead falling into a deep, dark void of overthoughtfulness and sadness?
april 7, 2016
10:20 PM
YOU ARE READING
\falling\
Randoma collection of my thoughts. my thoughts that are caused by the person i love. "i only write when i'm falling in love, or falling apart."
