is this all i'm gonna get? all these caring texts, good night, good morning, don't skip your lunch or dinner.
the sudden texts i receive when you wanna say hi, or when you're bored. is this all?
no progress. no advance. no elevation.
call me selfish. call me uncontented.
but i just can't help but think that this is the end of our supposedly blooming relationship. a relationship that didn't even start. but surely feels like it's ended. i want more.
i want more of you. so much more. not these texts, pixels within a phone formed to create letters, words, a whole sentence.
your sentences. sentences that affect me in the nicest, worst way possible. there's no in between.
i want it real, i want to hear you. hear you say those words that makes my mind turn and turn and turn. your words that gets me on rollercoasters.
physical.
april 8, 2016
10:20 PM
YOU ARE READING
\falling\
Randoma collection of my thoughts. my thoughts that are caused by the person i love. "i only write when i'm falling in love, or falling apart."
