i thought i was special. i thought i was the only one. i thought we had something different.
7:25 pm. my best friend told me if i would be mad. if i would be mad if you and her date. i acted casual. "i don't mind."
but my mind spinned and my frown becomes evident. what? you also told me we would date. you even reminded me a couple of times, asked me when i'll be available. i shouldn't have expected, i shouldn't have fantasized about the date a million times. only to know that our date will just be friendly. i felt really special. i felt hope. up until now.
you say you're "bestfriends". but being bestfriends is dangerous. one can fall in love with the other. or both of you can fall together.
i thought i was special. i thought i was the only one. i thought we had something different.
i thought wrong.
april 15, 2016
8:43 PM
YOU ARE READING
\falling\
Randoma collection of my thoughts. my thoughts that are caused by the person i love. "i only write when i'm falling in love, or falling apart."
