Unspoken love (boyxboy)

Chapter 19: The hospital

Chapter 19: The hospital

Logan's POV

6 months. Kyle is leaving me for 6 fucking months.

Cathy talked to the judge and officers and figured out the institute wasn't that far away; about a 30 min drive and it has an school program and all his work will be transferred there.

He won't be here for when we graduate high school next month. He won't be here for summer. He won't be here to talk about what we want to do with our lives. He gets back sometime in November so I don't know if he'll be here for my birthday.

I haven't talked to Kyle since he got arrested a week ago but he's coming back today to pack and shit. To be honest I'm upset over him leaving. He's just gonna miss so much.

" Logan, Cathy called and said Kyle has today to be home then he's leaving for the institute tonight." Kale said coming into my room. I was sitting on my bed silently crying.

" Hey it's gonna be alright Logan. Kyle's only leaving to get better." She soothed. I wiped my face.

" I know I'm just gonna miss him. 6 months is a long fucking time!!!" I cried.

" I know but it'll be over before you know it." She said. I nodded.

" Ya he's gonna get better and time will go by fast." I mumbled more to myself. Kale smiled and ruffled my hair. I screamed and tried to squirm away.

" Pretty boy!" She teased. I stuck my tongue out at her and fixed my hair.

My roots were starting to show but I think I'm gonna let the blue fade out then get streaks in it.

" So are you getting a summer job?" Kale asked. I shrugged.

" Maybe I'm gonna apply at some places in June." I answered. She nodded.

" Logan?" Rachel called from downstairs.

" Yup." I called back.

" Come down here please."

I shot a glance at Kale who gave me a reassuring smile and I walked downstairs to be greeted by Kyle.

" Hi Logan." He said nervously. I waved.

" I'll leave you guys alone." Rachel said and left the room. I walked up to Kyle and wrapped my arms around his torso tightly. He held me to his chest and rested his chin on my head.

" Im sorry. I'm so sorry Logan." He whispered.

" It's ok Kyle." I mumbled. Kyle pulled away and looked me in the eye.

" No it's not I'm gonna miss graduating with you, summer, everything all because I lost my temper and didn't listen to you." He said sadly.

I put my hands on his hips and put on a fake smile.

" It's ok Kyle." I said. He smiled and quickly kissed my cheek.

" How have you been handling this?" He asked his smile fading. I grabbed my lip ring nervously.

" Ook I've been sad and cried to be honest." I mumbled.

" Let me see how bad Logan." Kyle said his voice hard. I squeezed my eyes shut and flipped over my arms and pulled up my sleeves.

I heard a sharp breath intake and peeked my eye open to see Kyle tearing up staring at my wrist.

" Because of me." He whispered.