Lost - The Academy Series (Completed)

Chapter 27 - Saying Goodbye

Its been five days since Anna and Charlie were killed today is Charlie's Funeral Anna's was two days ago her parents told us they did not want Oliver there which i was glad he has been quiet this past week but i was told it was not unusual for his silence Owen and Victor met with Kelly and got all of his toys and clothes i was expecting a lot but when the men came back fuming turned out my boy only had a box full of toys and two boxes of clothes his blankets i made him everything else well there wasn't anything else i was fuming i thought they got him everything turned out Anna gave most of his things away specially the ones i gave him this just means what else did Anna do to him. The Lawyer came around two days ago and read Charlie's will looked like he left everything to me and Oliver there was a letter in there too which i will read later tonight once my boy was in bed. Everyone was meeting us downstairs then we be going to the church i left my room after i finished dressing i was wearing a simple black dress that showed my bump and black flats my hair was braided on one side i walked to my sons room and there on the bed my boy was crying he was dressed in his black tux with a blue tie i sat next to my boy and lifted him into my arms "what's wrong OJ you can tell me" "it's my fault mommy" "what is your fault" "daddy Charlie in heaven now that's my fault" "no OJ its not your fault sweetheart it was never your fault" "Anna wasn't nice mommy she hurt me daddy Charlie never knew until last week the morning they died they were arguing Charlie said he was leaving and bringing me back to you Anna didn't like it mommy see it's my fault he dead i loved him momma in secret he would ask to be called Gram-pa" my tears were running down my face my poor boy "no it is not your fault Anna was not a nice women and i'm so sorry i didn't take you away from her sooner i love you Oliver and your safe now" he smiled at me we wiped each other's tears away "lets go and say bye to Gram-pa Charlie" "okay mommy i'm ready now"  we held each others hands and walked down the stairs.

Everyone was here the Toma team Kelly and Uncle, Pam and Erica and Jessica and my men stood there in all there glory all were wearing black tux and blue ties Charlie's favourite colour. Owen walked towards us "the car is here lets go" we all walked outside and into the cars the journey was quiet everyone was in there own worlds i gripped a hold of ma sons hand squeezed i know he was finding it hard he is only five but he wanted to be there.We were all in the church everyone had arrived and the priest started to talk a lot of people came up and talked about Charlie i knew he was amazing but i didn't realize he touched so many lives. "Would anyone else like to speak" asks the priest my son let go of my hand and walked to the front i was shocked but i know he needed to do this his final goodbye.

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 i saw my little boy stand up straight and began to speak his voice cracking "everyone knew my dad Charlie adopted me as a baby as my mom was just a child herself i was taken from her care, Charlie knew the situation and took me in and treated me like a son i loved him like a father we did everything together he taught me a lot and i'm glad i knew him a few months ago he let me see my real mom every month for the weekend he knew how it was important for me i'm proud of him i can remember him telling me the morning he died that he would always love me matter where we were and he was proud i told him i was proud of him and his mom if she was still here would be proud to he took me in his arms and hugged me so tight i will miss his hugs i will miss Saturday baseball games and most of all i will miss my time with you he was my hero now he is in heaven i will always love him and i really miss him" he turned to the coffin "who is gunna watch sponge bob with me now you gone you promised you wouldn't leave me please come back Daddy" my little boy broke and fell to his knee's i had tears running down my face i got up and went to my boy i picked him up and cradled into my arm's i touched the coffin "thank you for taking care and loving my boy i will always be grateful you were the father that i never had" i stood up with Ollie in my arms and went back to our seats all of his friends stood up when we walked past and nodded their heads my vision was becoming blurry with tears. We finally sat back down as the curtains started to close the music came on you could hear all the cries of people in the church my men surrounded me and Ollie comforting us but Ollie broke down more shouting out "please daddy come back i love you" over and over again eventually i took  my boy and put him in the car we decided that we were not going to the wake Ollie was to distraught.

That night Ollie was sound a sleep in his bed cuddled into Jessica everyone was sitting in the den we all cuddled up watching a movie no words needed Kayli and her men were all on the floor Kelly and Uncle were on the love seat and Erica was on the sofa with Pam me and my boys were all cuddled up on the Sofa i remembered the letter i took it out of my pocket and began to read

"Dear Jacelyn 

                          The very first time i saw you, you were just a terrified child who had gone threw so much and you were loosing your child to family who you never met but instead of screaming for your baby you kissed his head telling him you will always love him no matter what happens and then you handed him over. Threw out the years when you saw him you cried but never once demanded to have your child back you let him go and i'm proud of you for that you have strength and courage that i know i don't have you love with your whole heart even thou life bites you on the backside you get up each day and carry on. Thank you for letting me know you and your son and thank you for teaching me that no matter what the world throws at you just keep calm and carry on i love you Jacelyn your the daughter i never had so don't worry about life enjoy the good times and love sweetheart those boys deserve you and you deserve them take care daughter of mine.

Love Dad xx"

I had tears in my eyes but i never let them fall i smiled and looked at my men i will love them til the end of days this is my family now and i will enjoy every minute every second with them with that thought in mind i closed my eyes and drifted into a dreamless sleep.

Mr Blackbournes POV

I looked at Jacelyn she's finally sleeping it's been a long day Oliver broke my heart i never felt so proud and sad at the same time watching him standing at the alter saying goodbye the the one man that brought him up i silently promised i will be there for him and teach him everything he wants to know

Dr Sean's POV

My pookie is exhausted it has been a emotional day for both of them now when Ollie broke down i let a few tears slip i wanted to go to him and hug him but i knew he needed his momma right then i silently promised i will teach him everything i know and maybe take him to see the babies at the hospital.