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Chapter 5- Voices

~Kelsey's POV~

I woke up and slightly pushed my hair back. I felt like shit. I got up and begin to get ready for school. I did my makeup, hair, put on my uniform and headed out. Mom still was not home, 3 days and still not home.

I arrived at school from taking the bus. I jogged to my locker not caring if I bumped into people and put everything inside and took the items I needed for the day. I wondered where Julia is, Juila is all I could think about, ever since I woke up. I walked to class silently.

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Through the whole day I would see Julia walk down the hall way and she would stop to give me a little kiss every now and then, but I was still worried. I love this girl, she is my first. I didn't know how to say my feelings or I would screw things up badly. So I kept it a secret..at least for now.

I got home and mom was not home. I know she isn't dead, she would send me a text saying "???" Every day. I would reply so many times but she never replied back after that. I flopped on my bed and instantly messaged Julia.

"Hey"

"Yo"

"Wyd"

"Nothing much. U?"

"Same"

"Cool"

I didn't know what to say after that, I felt like I may be invading her space too much. She sent a few memes of her favorite band Asking Alexandria along with other memes that seemed to amuse me a bit. I didn't want to sound ignorant so I just went with the flow.

We talked all night till she had to go to bed or else her dad would see she's online and take her phone away. I said..

"Goodnight, I love you"

"Goodnight, ttyl"

She didn't say it back... maybe she was just tired? I'm stressing it when I shouldn't... I begin to feel my heart race but it didn't mean anything at that moment. Or at least it didnt mean anything for now...

(Sorry I have not been uploading very much... extreme problems occured while I was gone but I'm back now and going to work on Chapter 6 tonight, new upload tomorrow)