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Chapter 13- Win and Lose

~Kelsey's POV~

9-3-16

It's been a while. I've been away. It's already my next year of High School. What a time to be alive.

Things have happened that tore me way far down. I've decided to move on from Julia. We talked and talked about everything finally and we actually confirmed to be best friends.

Kinda sudden and unexpected for that to happen, but I had other, bigger worrys. Angie. Me and her got back together and dated again until Julia said she loves and misses me. I wasn't thinking at that moment of time. I was having a panic attack.

I then broke up with Angie and got with Julia again unfortunately. This all happened before me and Julia became best friends again.

I tried getting back with Angie and I regret breaking her heart and telling her lies. I could've thought about it more... I fucked up. Big time. When I tried getting her back she did tell me she still loves me and that I could have another chance once she "settles everything".

I ruined my chance with a girl I could've had for the longest time. I'm now the bad guy.

Angie told me she we could maybe get back together once school starts. Oh what a waste.

We did get back together, but only for 4 days. She broke up with me because of her family and "dance rehearsals", that was probably one of the most stupidest excuse I've ever heard.

2 weeks later I come home from school. I tossed my backpack on my bed and took out my phone. I was checking my Instagram and immediately went to Angie's profile...

"I'm sorry. This person is not in contact."

My heart sank. I then went to Messenger to say Hey..

"You cannot message this person. Please try again later"

My heart began to race. I went to Snapchat and messaged her..

Me: "How come you blocked me on Instagram and Messenger?"

Angie: "wtf no I didn't. I deleted my insta and messenger, I wouldn't do that to you"

Me: "Oh okay"
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3 days after that night I went back on Instagram. I went to Angie's profile and her bio was completely different from the night I saw it.

I thought she deleted it. I made a fake account and followed her. She followed me back..

I went to her 2 new recent posts that said "Hey, DM me for a Rate, Date, or Tbh😉😛😊"

I began to cry. She lied to me. She said all of that to get rid of me. She wants to move on clearly. Everyone I do right does me wrong. I messaged Julia everything and she gave me good advice but I was too hurt to actually accept her advice.

I deserve this. I hurt her and she was right to hurt me back. Only what to tell her next. What to think. Where do I go from here? The only thing I'll do next will open her eyes.

(GUYS. I'm continuously late and a LOT has happened in my life that this story will only get more interesting if you read more and enjoy it? :) I hope you stay tuned for more chapters)