As soon as me and Alex got onto Jeydon's yard he started walking towards us and I would admit that he looked a little intimidating and I guess Alex thought the same thing because she quickly sped up and pushed me back a little.
When Jeydon saw this he stopped and walking backed up a little to show that he wasn't gonna to try to start a fight.
"I just want to talk to talk to Kyle I'm not going to hurt him." He said calmly.
Alex rolled her eyes and redundantly moved out of the way. Me and Jeydon started to walk towards his house while Alex trailed behind us. We walked into his house and Alex flopped down on the couch and started scrolling through her phone, probably trying to look like she didn't care about the situation but it was easy to tell that she was beyond frustrated with what was happening.
Me and Jeydon down to his room. While we were walking down to his room I felt sick and my knees felt like jelly. I had no idea what was going to happen. Well that was not entirely true I could think of some things that could happen.
But hopefully most of the thing that I think can happen wont happen; and honestly I hope we can still be friends. I mean he was really nice, and he didn't deserve any of this.
We walked into his room and we both sat down on the floor. We started at each other for a minute before Jeydon opened his mouth to say something only to close his mouth again and sigh in frustration.
I looked down. I couldn't bare to see Jeydon in this state. He didn't derisive all this pain, Johnnie didn't derisive to be dragged into this, and Alex didn't derisive to be sitting downstairs worrying about what was happening.
"Do you even like me?" Jeydon asked in a small whisper. His voice sounded so hurt and venerable.
"Yes." I replied; my voice was shaky and I tried my best to keep it together.
Jeydon closed his eyes for a second before opening them again and sighing.
"Well....why did you kiss him then?"
I couldn't come up with a good excuse, I just shrugged while I looked back at the ground. There really wasn't a good reason why I kissed Johnnie.
"I like you.....but I think I just like Johnnie more.."
I looked back at Jeydon and he looked hurt but at the same time he looked like he was doing his best to understand.
"Umm... I think we should start.... seeing other people.... or at least take some time apart."
I nodded and I got up and walked out of his room and Alex started following me, probably knowing not to talk to me at the time.
We walked out and started making our way to the bus stop. Even though I didn't like Jeydon as much as I should have but as we walked away from his house I felt overwhelmed with guilt and pain for hurting him that badly. I really hope that we can try talking again.
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Fun fact- i wrote this character while i was walking home at 10 at night
