I'm Already Gone

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I instantly regretted my dissension on coming here when I realized that I would be the third wheel in this situation. I don't know why I didn't realize this until they started randomly making out in the middle of watching movies. I tried to focus on anything but them but it was hard when that were making out so god damn loud, and it pretty much just became a heated make out session while I just awkwardly sat there waiting for it to be over.

After a while I couldn't handle it so I decided to leave, I doubt they would even notice it was like I was already gone to them. I called Alex and asked her to pick me up from the bus stop. Five minutes later Alex pulled up next to me and got out of her car.

"Kyle, what the hell happened?" She asked, she walked over to me. She mumbled something under her breath before grabbing my arm and dragging me into the car. The drive to her house was quite, but Alex seemed extremely stressed out the whole way there, and I couldn't really blame her.

When we got there she just dragged me upstairs and locked her door. She turned around a nd looked at me with anger and sympathy in her eyes.

"Kyle, what the hell were you thinking agreeing to go to her house with Johnnie?"

I couldn't really come up with an answer so I just sat there and kept my head down. She crouched infront of me ans lifted up my chin to make me look at her.

"Kyle, you know why I worry about you so much, remember what happened last time something like this happened?"

"Of course I remembered, it's not like I could just easly forget about it." I mumbled, still looking at the ground.

She just sighed abd stood up again.

"Kyle if you want you can stay here for the night, im going to go talk to Johnnie."

I just nodded my head and watched her walk out of her room. I craled onto her bed and wraped myself aroud in her blankets, I thought about the mess I had made about myself, and next thing I knew I was sobbing historically until I just blacked out.

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