I've felt pretty uncomfortable in my own skin since Caspar...well, since Caspar saw me naked. My own weak and barely muscled form didn't compare to his chiseled chest, let alone any other girl's body. Even Kelsey, she obviously worked out as she had a very skinny and muscled body. She was much prettier than me and I had to admit that I was jealous of her. She was so pretty and beautiful that I started to wonder if Caspar liked her instead of me. I looked at my body more often in the mirror, not liking what I saw. I mean I wasn't fat or anything, just not very built. I took relatively long showers some days when Caspar wasn't home. The shower eventually got cold and I got dressed. Caspar was right, Joe's shower really was better. I used the towel to dry out my hair slightly and just let it dry by itself after that. I headed across the hall and lied on Caspar's bed, breathing in his scent. I grabbed my phone, which was sitting on the dresser next to me. I clicked open my phone and saw a text from Caspar, 'Hey beautiful, be home in 10 ;)' it read. 'Okay, see u then!<3' I replied. I scrolled through my Instagram feed and saw a cute picture of Joe and Kelsey on a sidewalk, they both held tiny little American flags in their fists and they were kissing each other, but Kelsey was smiling and Joe just appeared to be kissing her teeth. I liked the photo and kept scrolling through my feed. I heard the door click open upstairs and ran up to see Caspar. Before he even put his bag down I jumped onto him and kissed him eagerly. He stumbled slightly and dropped his bag on the floor. His hands were on my butt, holding me up. I ran my hands through his hair, which was freshly cut. He moaned quietly and I smiled pressing my forehead against his.
"If that's the hello I got every day I would go to the office to work for a full day, every day, just for that." He said.
"Don't you ever leave me here alone again." I replied. Caspar kissed me again, more passionate this time. For the first time I felt uncomfortable about the fact that his hands were on my butt. I'd never minded it before but for some reason today was different. He walked downstairs without breaking the kiss and without dropping me. He lied me on his bed and kissed my neck down to my collar bone when I made a slightly sexual sounding noise. He smiled and kissed me on my lips again.
