I hate to admit it but I think this sort of apartness has been depressing me, I can't tell if it's the pain killers or if it is true depression. Caspar has seemed distant, but I know he is there for me. I keep wondering if it was truly heaven I saw. I've been going to church lighting candles, and asking God for guidance Caspar always gives me a kiss after my prayers and says," you'll be just fine." I know this is all stressing him out and I should have told him on the day I noticed it.
Caspar POV
Hazel has seemed upset about something and I can't figure it out.
I walked in the door after shopping and Hazel was crying uncontrollably, I dropped the groceries and rushed over to her,"Hazel! Hazel what's wrong!" She wouldn't answer I kept yelling her name no shaking her arm, no response. Finally I grabbed her head and yelled ,"Hazel I love you!" She stopped crying and looked at me, "Caspar? What happened?" " Hazel you were crying uncontrollably." "Caspar I'm so sorry these pills they give me day dream that are like nightmares, they're giving me some sort of depression, they they...." She faded of, " I'm sorry." " Hazel it's ok, it's ok, tomorrow we are going to the doctor to see what he thinks about theses weird side affects.
