Lovesick for Jai Courtney

Part #12: chapter twelve.

I turn the TV off. Then I gave the death stare to whoever was walking into my room, it was Jai. He looks at the plate where my dinner still sits, "you haven't touched your dinner? Seth, you need to eat, bud..."

"I'm not hungry and I have no appetite. I'm not forcing myself to eat," I interrupt while I shift my expression to a blank one, as I look at me feet.

He walks to my feet and sits on the bed. "Can we talk, please?" He asks, his voice sounds like he had just been crying. "Sure. What's up?" I sit up, crossing my legs, my elbows leaning on my knees. "Um, well... how do I put this?" He asks looking at his own feet. His beautiful eyes, locked on his gigantic, man feet.

"I love you, Jai." I say not looking away from his clear blue eyes. He instantly shifts his vision to my eyes, almost giving himself whiplash. A surprised face appears on his face. Then it dissapears, into an expression that I can't read.

For a moment, we are silent, looking into each others eyes. For a split second, he looks at my lips and then back to my eyes. And I do the same, I look at his lips for a split second and then back at his eyes. We keep doing this for about 3 minutes.

"For fuck sakes, Jai, you need bigger balls." I say as I lean into him, my hands on his jawline, and my lips collide with his. He doesn't resist. He kisses back, and moves to a standing position, so he was able to deepen the kiss, me kneeling on the bed. We continue the kiss. His hands find the back of my thighs, they then find their own way to be situated on my butt, lifting me up. I wrap my legs around his waist, he turns to sit on the bed, with me on his lap.

He pulls away, "You're so beautifully strong, how could I have signed those adoption papers, when I could of asked you out?" He states, looking into my eyes. "I have no idea" is all I can say. "Would you do the favour of making me a happy man, by going out with me?" He asks. "You're asking me out?" I ask, with a puzzled look on my face, he nods in agreement. "Sure" I say.