Our Circumstances

Circumstances ni Miki - part III

"ANO BA MIKI?! It's been two weeks. Kelan mo pa i-aadd yan? PASKO?!" Patricia shouted at me as I kept looking at Ethan's facebook page.

"I..I... DI KO KAYA PAT!" I hugged her left leg in desperation.

"Naawa ako sayo Miki. Seryoso" She stared at me. 

"I'm sorry. Nahihiya ako. Di ko alam ang gagawin ko, at sasabihin ko." I told her as she was pushing me away from her leg.

"Oh?Asan na yung tactics mo?! Palpak na? Akala ko ba papagaralan mo siya?" She asked me and got away from my grip.

"Oo. Kaso, Di ko alam. BAKA MAGING AWKWARD AKO." I told Patricia as i did OTL.

"Your hopeless, EVERY ONE IS AWKWARD. Now add him already." She commanded me.

"I can't." I looked above her.

"What Excuse now?" She crossed her arm as she looked down to me.

"NAHIHIYA AKO PAT!" I said.

Suddenly, She took my laptop.

"Pat, what are you doing?" I stood up and watch what she was gonna do.

*click*

- Friend request sent -

Huh? 

"You added him?" I asked her. She stared at me and pointed at the side of the computer screen.

Mimi Nyaan.

Wait. That's my acount.

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"PAT! WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?!!" I screamed at her.

"Napaka O.A Miki, I've done what i should've done 2 weeks ago. It's annoying me. You look like an idiot looking at his picture and studying him like his some kind of major subject on a major final exam." She placed her hands on her waist.

"HALA PAT! pano pag di niya inaaccept?." I hugged my pillow and looked at her.

"Edi hindi. Hanap ng iba. See? Easy-peasy?!" She said.

"EASY FOR YOU TO SAY?" I told her and frowned.

"Oh ghad. Miki, It's just a crush. You can find other guys out there to like if this fails." She told me as she ate chips from our condominum's fridge.

I sighed. 

It started to scare me. Negative thoughts.

What Am I gonna do? This is now or never now.

Thought, I have to keep my work clean. 

I have to have him. No matter what.