Why are you being difficult in last few days? You won't be the same we meet for the first time.
Dear you, just because I've fallen too deep into you, doesn't mean you could do anything you want to me. Mind about my feeling!
The worst moment ever in OUR time we have spent are when you could easily get mad at me. Just don't act like a child, we could fix the problem with no drama, right?
Then when I told you I wanna meet you and you just said yes unexcitedly. I continued to walk towards you and what you said was nothing. That was hurt!
I asked you why do you became like this and you just told me to think about my fault I recently did to you by myself. Wake up man ,was it a big deal???
And thing you did that was unbelieveable was when I left and you just did "whatever, I don't even care" gesture.
Your eyes didn't meet mine at all. You didn't hold me back. You just stared at your fuckin' phone screen.
Oh.. surprisingly I didn't let my tears wet my cheek in front of you. I was proud. My first planning were say sorry and take you to random place wherever it was as long as I went with you then nothing to be worried.
But your behaviour wasn't as same as I expected. All I wanted to do just leave . Honestly I a bit regreted that I told you I wanna meet you.
Right, idk I wasn't mad, I didn't cry myself, my anger didn't explode. It was nothing but a bit hurt.
Thank you for treating me this way!
19 April 2016, 15:38
