Me, My Thugs and I

Chapter 12

***DESHAWN P.O.V***

I grabbed my pistol and took cover. I shot at where the bullets seemed to be coming from then I realised, wheres Lex. "LEX!LEXUS!" I yelled as loud as I could. Everyone was panicking and running to the door. I stood up and saw JJ,Chris and Destiniy peaking from behind the bar and about 6 guys dressed in black shooting random places before they drove off. I ran towards the bar and asked them "Do yall know where Lex is"

"We thought she was with you" Chris replied putting his hand on his head.

"DAMN THEY GOT HER!" I screamed as I banged my head on the wall.

"Dont worry well get her back"

We got in the car and drove back to mine. All I could think about was Lex and where she was and weather she was ok or not. When we got home I slammed the car door and marched into the house. I saw a brown cardboard box on the sofa and I opened it. There was a envolope with a letter in it. It read: 'Im not holding her to ransom after all you can't a price on a body that good.If yall want her back you gonna have to kill me.'I threw the box to the ground and ran to my room I locked the door behind me and began destroying my room. I punched the mirror so hard that it shattered into a million pieces I picked up a piece and squeezed it in my hand. I looked at my bloody hand and saw Lex tied up and crying. I kicked my bed tipped it over and threw my gun at it. I herd JJ and Chis banging on the door screaming at me telling me to calm down but that only made me more angry. I pushed over the set of draws and all the clothes spilled out out. I saw Lex's jewellery box and opened it. I saw the gold chain I gave her back when we were just friends. ***FLASHBACK***

"Yo Shawn you know that chain your wearing"

"Yeah"

"Can I borrow it sometime"

"Actually you can keep it it looks better on you" I said taking it off and putting it around her neck.

"Foreal" She asked smiling with that pretty twinkle in her eyes

"Yeah foreal" I said staring in her eyes.

***FLASHBACK OVER***

From that day on I knew I wanted to make her my wifey. I held the chain in my hands and cried. I went into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. "This is all my fault, if I never got her involved in this shit she would still be with me." I thought to myself. I walked back into the bedroom I found the gun I threw at the bed earlier on. I put it to my head and cried "Im sorry Lex I guess im not strong enough". As I was about to pull the trigger JJ and Chris bursted through the doors. I pulled the trigger any way but it was jammed. "WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING!" Chris yelled at me as he took the gun from me.

"Its all my fault if I never got her involved with this she would be safe and alive"

"She could still be alive and killing yourself aint gon help find her"

"But how are we ment to find her she could be anywhere"

"We will find her man, look let's just get some sleep then tomorrow me will start looking for her" JJ calmy said

"SLEEP! YOU WANT ME TO SLEEP AND MY GIRL IS OUT THERE WITH MY BABY IN HER WITH THE PSYCHO THAT KIDNAPPED HER! DAWG YOU MUST BE FUCKING CRAZY, INFACT IMA START LOOKING FOR HER NOW! I yelled pushing past them.

"Shawn listen to us your obviously hysterical and your not thinking straight you need to rest so tommorow your 100%" Chris said grabbing my arm. I pushed him off me and ran to my car I started it up and saw him in the rear view mirror. I drove off starting my search for Lex. The steering wheel was covered with my blood which made it hard for me to drive.

Pulled up to her house to see if her dad was there and if he knew anything . I knocked the door multiple times but no answer so I climed a tree up to her bedroom window, which was open and I climed in. It looked exactly the way it was since the last time I was there. I opened her room door and smelt something really gross. I follwed the smell to Lex's dads room. I opened the door preparing for the worst and thats when I saw him. He was his bed laying in a pool of blood. I walked over to him and cried. Lex and her dad were close especially when her mom left,he was heart broken and that made them grow even closer. His eyes were still open so I closed them. The blood coming from him looked fresh so he couldn't have been dead for longer than a hour. I looked around to see if there was anything that could give me a clue to who had done it. I saw that his bathroom door was open and the light was on so I walked in. On the mirror there was a a message written in a marker. 'The nigga deserved to be dead, he was cheating on me and turning my kids against me he was telling them that I stripped because it was fun and that I was a prostitute because I liked fucking men, when he was on his unemployed ass eating food and watcing t.v, all I ever wanted was to give my kids the life i never had, I put food on the table cothes on their back and a roof over their head. And now this nigga gon burn in hell for treating me like I didnt do shit.' I was shocked by the words because it was in the point of view of a mother. Could it be Lexus's mom?

***A/N***

again im sorry its kind of long but I promise the next chapters wont be as long.

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