Roman
I took a glance at Solana as she walked with Will. I could see small purple hickeys on her neck and I made a gesture at her to fix it. It's probably not from me but still. She saw and she said she was going to the bathroom. She rushed to the bathroom, rustling in her bag, looking for makeup probably. Serenity sucked her teeth at her.
"I can't stand her." I laughed a little as I saw the other football players. I need to ease the shock.
"Why y'all's beef has never been resolved? You've hated her since eighth grade."
"I know, she's so stubborn and she does not accept apologies. She's a fake ass bitch. And she's a mother fucking slut."
"But y'all couldn't hash that petty situation from 3 years ago? I'm pretty sure Jordan forgot about y'all by now."
"Whatever, Romie." All of the sudden, I had the urge to throw up. I ran into the boys bathroom and she followed behind me, while I vomited into the toilet. She rubbed my back and she told me to calm down. As if that was comforting from the pain that I have.
"That party yesterday was lit asf, I guess." I got out, washed my mouth and I pulled out my mouthwash. I almost forgotten she said something.
"Wha?"
"The huge party you threw yesterday, knowing your dad will be livid." I spat into the sink.
"I cleaned the house."
"Damn, all this morning???"
"Yea, I was shuffling, was you there yesterday?"
"Damn, it must've been real lit, huh? I wasn't there because I had to go to a dinner, which turned into a meeting with my dad and his boss. I was ready to slash his boss's tires." I looked at her crazily.
"Damn, baby. You need to chill with all that anger." I said, shaking my head.
"Whatever Ro, I betta not hear anything about you being with a girl last night." My heart started to beat irregularly.
"Wha? You know that's not me."
"It better not be you or any part of you because I will kill that bitch and I will throw you in a ditch alive with her. See you on the field." I laughed a lil and I wiped my mouth. I looked down into the sink, SERIOUSLY thinking about what happened this morning. I literally ate her out, thinking it's Serenity. I literally sucked her neck and I was so sober. I literally licked her body, fucking sober. I'm starting to feel sick again.
The Night
I'm just chilling in my bedroom, listening to some music on my headphones. Practice earlier today was excruciating, I had to vomit again towards the end. Coach told me to sit it out, so that I don't end up throwing up some bones, with the way I was getting smacked on the field. I couldn't focus at all, so I've been trying to get the feeling out my head. I turned down my friends that were going out tonight. Serenity wanted to come over, but I just told her that I might've had a stomach flu and I don't want to give it to her. She didn't believe me at first, but ultimately decided that I wouldn't budge.
I feel too guilty to have her in my face. I took a break from my homework and stretched for a bit. I'm starting to remember some moments of last night. I recall how I kept squeezing her ass, and I knew it felt different, a little more thick. She felt like roses, like very soft skin. Something different-wait, why am I imagining her touch? I need to get it out my head because I actually do love my girl. Nope, not a typical nigga in this typical generation we living in.
I looked at the bag of weed under my bed. I'm tried to deny its existence in my room but here it is, the unwanted gift. I don't smoke it, sniff it or anything like that. I put the bag back in my shoe box under my bed once I heard my name.
"Roman!" I ran downstairs to see my father, whom I haven't seen in a while. Since he's in business, he constantly travels. I gave him a bear hug and we talked, but then I thought of the bag of weed. If my father ever seen me with that bag of weed or any other drug substance, I might freeze up. Damn, my mother would've been devastated, seeing me with this shit. When he started to rest, I went to take a shower and my phone rings as soon as I get out.
"Hello?" All I heard was breathing. Huh? "Hey, is anyone there?"
"I know what you did." I straightened up. I didn't say anything for a while.
"Who is this?" No answer. "Hello?"
"I bet I can make it happen again." I stared at the phone.
"What?"
"Disobey any of my orders, I will make you pay." Then the phone clicked, what the hell was that? I called back and all I got was nothing. I looked at my phone, blocking the number. I need to sleep on that.
The Morning
The next morning, I got ready for the gym. That's the one place I can put all my emotions into work. Working out is sort of my defense mechanism and it's soothing. I will always run a mile around the block, listening to some music on my wireless headphones. My father used to join me last night, but I guess he really was tired this morning. I started to walk to slower my pace. Unworthy emotions echoed through my head. Serenity is my girl and I had sex with her 'enemy'. As I continued to think about her, I thought I was hallucinating once I saw her. When I saw Serenity.
Serenity was talking with some dude wearing a white hoodie. She gave him some money and he gave her what seems to be a camera. Something caused me not to go towards her, so I walked away to a hidden place around the corner, seeing her run away in a hurry towards her Black Mercedes. I furrowed my eyes, wondering where she was going and what was she doing. Too many secrets are just overcoming my body. Shaking the thought out of my head, I realized that I seen Solana, also jogging, towards the local park. It was a coincidental surprise that I have to hit head on. Our last conversation was extra and I don't want to seem as if I blame her when she also does not remember that night.
I don't know why but I need to talk to her. To clear the air... and my head. I went to the opposite way to meet up with her.
